Dear Dad,
Maybe I'm gonna delete this post later or I won't; I don't know. I'm not sure. I'm just fed up with you. So that's why I'm typing you this.

I barely know you, Dad. I don't know your favorite food or restaurant. Your favorite color. Your first love. Anything personal. I just know your exact name, when you were born, who your parents are, who your wife is, who your children are, and the place that you go to every day to make some money.

First, I'm thanking you. I can eat everyday, I can have good clothes, and shelter. Education too.
But, do you know Dad? I just wish that you never gave those things to me. I wish I never born. I wish you and mom never got married. Even just met each other. It would be so better than now. Really, I'm so sure about that.

If you never met my mom, you probably wouldn't have to mad at her most of the times I could remember. Maybe you could find someone better than my mom. And if I was never born, you wouldn't have to regret. Regret to have me, an annoying daughter of yours. It's just a pity, Dad, you just have one daughter and she's so ugly, stupid, and annoying. No one could stand her. No one wants to be with her. Or just friends with her. You admitted it to me that you have an abnormal daughter living in your house, eating food you gave me, wearing clothes you bought me, and couldn't return back any of your kindness. And you often said to me that I'm so annoying too. Me being in your house is useless, right? I know you said that honestly and truthfully.
And if I was never born, I wouldn't have to feel the pain when you hit me with your thick books. Or feel  a week pain of a bruise you gave me in the knee, with a wooden airplane toy. And I wouldn't have to scared most of all the time that you will kill me with a kitchen knife when I was asleep.

Do you know that I hate being called 'so like you' ? I hate that I have face that looks like yours. Skin issues same like yours. My dislike to crowded and noisy places, and my interests for 90's rock bands and Biology. They say I'm like you and I just hate hearing that. It's because I don't want to be like you, Dad.

I feel like I'm a mistake. So, seriously, it's better for you to kill me or kick me out from your house or send me to other parents because I can't stand the fear that I'm keeping inside. Isn't it just naive and cheesy when you hear a girl afraid of her dad?