Hi. It's been a long time, huh?
You must be wondering where I have been all this time. No? But you must be dying to know how am I doing in this mighty cruel world. No? Okay, you should know how am I. You should.
If I'm gonna say I'm totally fine, I would totally tell you a lie. I'm not okay, I'm doing so bad. I'm in my suicidal mood. All I want right now is disappear from this earth and not coming back. Really. Even I want to call a suicidal help hotline, but I haven't until now because I don't know one. Yeah. Pathetic, right?
It's just the problem I've been dealing with these two weeks haven't done yet, and my civics teacher hasn't called me yet. It's frustrating. I'm gonna have a competition in two weeks. I'm too scared to tell her about that because this huge problem I have had at school. Believe me, it's super huge. Bigger than huge. My end of the world is coming forward to me. It's near. Okay I'm being a drama queen, but it's really frustrating me. Big time.
My current life is so much similar to Taylor Swift's Innocent. Should I quote? Should I quote??!!

"...Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent..."


"...Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?..."

"...It's okay, life is a tough crowd

32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new..."

FYI, don't ever ask me what has happened to me. Just tell me that everyone has made mistakes in their life, and there isn't a late moment to start a new chapter.

and just so you know, I'm gonna write about Rebecca Black, that famous 13-year-old that has just inspired me in a sarcastic way. Okay. Bye. Be safe. Stay out of troubles.