hotdork

2011-08-10T21:55:00.003+07:00

Hey blog. People. Readers, if I even had one -_-
Hummm so so so feelin' guilty dumping this blog away from my life. Because when I get so sad and down, where do I write? Yeah, here.

SO, when you ask me, hey how ya doin', I won't answer. Probably.
It's just my life......feels......like a gloomy dark tunnel that has no end point *sigh*

Now I'm typing in Indonesian.

Gue......gue ngerasa.......pertengahan tahun dua ribu sebelas ini sepi bener heeem -_-
Temen-temen sibuk sama kegiatan khususnya masing-masing, which makes me feels like left alone most of the times :(
Orang tua juga lagi sibuk-sibuknya, males-malesnya jalan keluar bareng, dan sering-seringnya marah masalah sepele huhu :(
Adek kecil-kecil gue.... lagi asik sama kehidupan kanak-kanaknya aha.

Gue ngerasa, cuma ngerasa sih, temen setia gue cuma televisi, dvd player, my comfortable bed, sama blackberry yang kadang rame notif kadang sesepi cemetary huuu -.-

Akibatnya (padahal yang diatas gabisa diketagorikan sebagai penyebab huuu), gue setiap hari, rasanya males terus, gak ada semangat -_- dan setiap weekend, gue usahain jalan sesering-seringnya, sejauh-jauhnya kalau bisa, untuk menghilangkan gundah gulana -_-_-_-
Pointless juga sih, and sounds like not so 'Puri' but what more can I do?
Feelin' like super alone in this earth is somekind a pathetic humongous crisis, baby.

PS. If you want someone to blame, blame HIM. Yeah, him. For playing with a 15-year-old teenage girl feelings. Congrats, jerk. Your mission is way too accomplished :"D

Bye for now. My life won't be the same ever again after yesterday. Lol.

The Night.

2011-05-21T11:47:00.000+07:00

Semalam....Apakah hanya imajinasi?

Selain gelap dan bulan purnama, aku tak ingat apa-apa lagi. Aku mendesah di atas tempat tidur. Mencoba memutarkan mata ke sekeliling ruangan. Jendela besar bergorden cokelat tua. Lemari yang sangat lebar di sudut ruangan. Cat dinding kuning tua dan sudah perlahan mengelupas, dimakan usia dan kelihatan menggelap lembab karena hari masih dini. Namun dari semua hal-hal normal tersebut, tetap saja ada kejanggalan yang salah. Apa?

Aku terbangun dari tempat tidur dengan malasnya. Ini hari minggu, dan sampai sore pun tertidur tak ada yang bisa melarang bukan? Aku melihat beberapa lembar baju kotor yang tercecer berantakan di lantai samping tempat tidur. Aku terpaku sebentar. Ah. Aku ingat semuanya. Malam bukan hanya gelap dan purnama. Malam juga kelam, lebam, bagai rahasia segerlap pualam yang terkubur di bawah lubang tak bertulang. Malam adalah sebagian dari hidupku. Hidup yang mungkin tak akan pernah kulepaskan, tapi mungkin akan kutinggal jika sesuatu sudah membaik lagi.

Cepat. Dan cepat. Aku berkata pada diriku sendiri.

Aku keluar kamar dengan setengah berlari membawa keluar semua barang-barangku yang terletak di ruangan itu. Walau kakiku berlari, kepalaku tetap menghitung setiap langkah dosa yang telah kulanggar dan kujejak. Dan sambil aku menyicip rasa dosa, aku mendengar gerakan kaki berjalan dari kamar mandi yang membuatku berlari lebih cepat lagi.

Rebecca Black Friday Parodies.

2011-03-21T22:11:00.001+07:00

It's the original one. Pretty much like a parody, but it isn't.

Then it's a parody by 2 young guys who really good making parodies, it's so damn funny, and the rap is quite amazing in my opinion. The best parts are when the weird guy sings "what should I eat? should I eat cereal? should I eat the bowl? should I eat a spoon? should I eat Buzz Lightyear? should I eat a TV? should I eat my arm?"; then when the rapper guy sings "which one should I pick? which one should I pick? I don't know which one will I pick. I think I'm going to pick the left one!"; and when the weird funny guy sings "...my friends are driving, even though they're 13, I'm sitting in the back seat, I'm sitting in the front seat, I'm sitting on the sunroof, I'm sitting on the windshield, now I'm under the car..."

And the last, made by professional at youtube parodies, I think it's really funny at the lyrics, but just until 'they fell out' and then it lost its funny. But, enjoy though.

2011-03-21T21:57:00.001+07:00

Hi. It's been a long time, huh?
You must be wondering where I have been all this time. No? But you must be dying to know how am I doing in this mighty cruel world. No? Okay, you should know how am I. You should.
If I'm gonna say I'm totally fine, I would totally tell you a lie. I'm not okay, I'm doing so bad. I'm in my suicidal mood. All I want right now is disappear from this earth and not coming back. Really. Even I want to call a suicidal help hotline, but I haven't until now because I don't know one. Yeah. Pathetic, right?
It's just the problem I've been dealing with these two weeks haven't done yet, and my civics teacher hasn't called me yet. It's frustrating. I'm gonna have a competition in two weeks. I'm too scared to tell her about that because this huge problem I have had at school. Believe me, it's super huge. Bigger than huge. My end of the world is coming forward to me. It's near. Okay I'm being a drama queen, but it's really frustrating me. Big time.
My current life is so much similar to Taylor Swift's Innocent. Should I quote? Should I quote??!!

"...Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent..."

"...Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?..."

"...It's okay, life is a tough crowd

32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new..."

FYI, don't ever ask me what has happened to me. Just tell me that everyone has made mistakes in their life, and there isn't a late moment to start a new chapter.

and just so you know, I'm gonna write about Rebecca Black, that famous 13-year-old that has just inspired me in a sarcastic way. Okay. Bye. Be safe. Stay out of troubles.

You Again

2011-03-16T20:12:00.000+07:00

When I picked it on the DVD store, I knew that I didn't make a wrong choice to pick it home :)

It's very nice, really. A very nice movie when my mood all screwed up, it's all because 'one thing I shouldn't have done'. You know, it's my very first week after my dirtiest and nastiest mistake ever. So when I watched this movie, I felt so related. Even I quoted some conversation from here.

So it's about Marni, who was a total dork and nerd on high school, complete with her big glasses, red pimples, and blunt bangs in the year of 2002, got bullied by the plastics on her high school. This, just here, I feel so related about the idea of many red pimples and dork. Aha. Me. Check.

Then many years passed, Marni turned to be a successful woman at a public relation firm, and one day she has to go back home to Ridgefield to attend her brother's wedding. All that she knows is her sister-in-law-to-be named Joanna, and she once confused when her mother told her that Joanna went to same high school that Marni went to. She felt she doesn't know any Joanna at Ridgefield High. But at last, she realized that Joanna is JJ, the head cheerleader and the leader of the plastics that bullied her back when she was in high school.

Tada. Nightmares has just begun.

Who wouldn't be shock if the satan of our life has just come back into our life?

When Marni came back to see her family, she could see that Joanna has stolen her whole life again, with the whole family--even her dog and her grandma-- loving Joanna, and Joanna acted like she doesn't remember Marni, which made Marni annoyed by that fact. But when Marni brought up how player Joanna was back in high school in front of Will, Marni's brother, Joanna set their situation up into war. They got into 'dance war', Joanna gave Marni a necklace of Marni's initial--MOO--, and Marni brought up Tim, Joanna's ex-fiancee, to Joanna and Will's rehearsal dinner, even played a video of Joanna back in high school, showing that she bullied her meanly. Joanna and Will's relationship was almost over, but it's a cliche girl movie so everyone would be happy with their lives and turned out okay; which I regretted because I want a non-happy ending, but it is a happy ending movie.

And, not just Joanna and Marni has just gotten into a fight, Marni's mother and Joanna's aunt went into a same high school and had some problems too, even their grandmothers.

But overall, it's a funny movie, perfect when you have a bad mood because when you see this, I guarantee that you will smile :)

I like the idea of "what's past is the past"; this movie kinda taught me that past doesn't have to be same with the present. People do can change, they can turned into better persons, and everybody deserves a second chance. Just don't escape or stuck with your past, just accept it while you're turning better, and don't be afraid or ashamed of what you have done, because we are all human and making mistakes is a part that we all have done.

Two stars out of five.

DEMI APAPUN?!!

2011-02-26T01:39:00.002+07:00

okay so HURRY GUYS RAISE SOME MONEY FOR HIM, for Haiti people!
hum I guess I can't because I have sooo much to do these two months, crazy high school shit, and I think I don't have time for (ngamen).
PS, that's a very very precious video of my husband xxx

2011-02-12T22:56:00.000+07:00

Dear Dad,
Maybe I'm gonna delete this post later or I won't; I don't know. I'm not sure. I'm just fed up with you. So that's why I'm typing you this.

I barely know you, Dad. I don't know your favorite food or restaurant. Your favorite color. Your first love. Anything personal. I just know your exact name, when you were born, who your parents are, who your wife is, who your children are, and the place that you go to every day to make some money.

First, I'm thanking you. I can eat everyday, I can have good clothes, and shelter. Education too.
But, do you know Dad? I just wish that you never gave those things to me. I wish I never born. I wish you and mom never got married. Even just met each other. It would be so better than now. Really, I'm so sure about that.

If you never met my mom, you probably wouldn't have to mad at her most of the times I could remember. Maybe you could find someone better than my mom. And if I was never born, you wouldn't have to regret. Regret to have me, an annoying daughter of yours. It's just a pity, Dad, you just have one daughter and she's so ugly, stupid, and annoying. No one could stand her. No one wants to be with her. Or just friends with her. You admitted it to me that you have an abnormal daughter living in your house, eating food you gave me, wearing clothes you bought me, and couldn't return back any of your kindness. And you often said to me that I'm so annoying too. Me being in your house is useless, right? I know you said that honestly and truthfully.
And if I was never born, I wouldn't have to feel the pain when you hit me with your thick books. Or feel a week pain of a bruise you gave me in the knee, with a wooden airplane toy. And I wouldn't have to scared most of all the time that you will kill me with a kitchen knife when I was asleep.

Do you know that I hate being called 'so like you' ? I hate that I have face that looks like yours. Skin issues same like yours. My dislike to crowded and noisy places, and my interests for 90's rock bands and Biology. They say I'm like you and I just hate hearing that. It's because I don't want to be like you, Dad.

I feel like I'm a mistake. So, seriously, it's better for you to kill me or kick me out from your house or send me to other parents because I can't stand the fear that I'm keeping inside. Isn't it just naive and cheesy when you hear a girl afraid of her dad?

Tolak Keputusan yang Melawan HAM :)

2010-11-19T21:31:00.000+07:00

hai kawan. lama tak bersua :)

right now i want to post about something that we have to think about, as a citizen, as a teenager, as a adult-growing-to-be.

kalian tahu kan bahwa sekarang ada sekolah yang menerapkan tes keperawanan bagi siswi-siswinya, atau tes kehamilan. lalu tahu dong kalau ketahuan nggak perawan atau hamil, siswi bisa dikeluarkan dari sekolah.

pertanyaannya: adil gak sih?

oke. tilik-tilik dulu.
pertama, kenapa harus cewek? kenapa harus kaum hawa yang dites? lalu bagaimana nasib siswa lelaki yang sudah melepaskan virginity-nya? dikeluarkan jugakah? namun yang lebih mendasar: laki-laki dites jugakah? kalau tidak, ini tentu bersifat diskriminatif. banget. sekali. Hanya karena kita (cewek) punya vagina dan rahim, lalu memiliki kemampuan dan kodrat untuk hamil, kita bisa disalahkan atas dasar itu?
dan bagaimana bagi mereka yang telah mengalami pelecehan seksual ataupun pemerkosaan? patut tidak mendapat pendidikan juga? patut disalahkan juga?
sungguh deh, kebijakan-kebijakan kayak gini itu sudah melanggar UUD 1945. Lihat aja bab tentang HAM sama pasal 31 tentang pendidikan itu. disitu diatur bahwa kesehatan reproduksi dan pendidikan jadi hak setiap warga negara. Ditambah lagi UU lain tentang HAM, kayak UU no. 39 tahun 1999.

kedua, kalau di sekolah sendiri nggak diajarkan pendidikan kesehatan reproduksi atau sekedar pengetahuan seks, untuk bikin kebijakan seperti itu, hem bagaimana ya saya speechless -_-, hem ibaratnya sama saja belum diajari berjalan namun dihukum kalau berlari. mengerti kan maksudnya? hehe

yang pasti, kebijakan yang saya pikir menyimpang ini bertentangan dengan UU no. 36 tahun 2000 tentang kesehatan pasal 137 yang membahas syarat tes kehamilan, dan UU no. 23 tahun 2003 tentang perlindungan anak.

jadi, banyak alasan untuk menolak kebijakan anak gadis tak perawan nggak boleh sekolah atau yang hamil nggak boleh sekolah itu. Malah, itu menunjukkan bahwa sikap sekolah yang semau-maunya dan rada diktator. so, are ya agree with moi ?

What & Who I Miss

2010-10-18T21:02:00.000+07:00

Okay, My New Camera....

2010-10-18T20:52:00.000+07:00

yesterday, my father bought a new camera. Since my previous camera is broken, so I automatically thought that the new camera is mine. Until one evening.
Mom: where are your old camera's batteries?
Me: Why? Just let me charge them and fill them.
Mom: I want to do it now, cause I must bring the new camera tomorrow.
Me: WHY? I want to play with that new camera!!
Mom: It's mine, honey. It's for me.
Me: WHAT THE?! You already have your own camera!! YOU ALREADY HAVE!!
Mom: It's heavy. I want a light camera to bring to my office everyday.

(in fact the old camera, a Kodak, not that heavy. She just wants to use a new Sony I assume)

Me: So the Kodak is mine now?
Mom: yeah.
Me: Does it still work properly?
Mom: yes.
Me: okay.

just wondering why my mom is as selfish as I am.

egh ugh uh oh

2010-09-19T18:38:00.001+07:00

Last night I slept at 3 am :) hum just wanna let you know.
Oh? Okay. Sorry.

And, my father bought new blu-ray discs! They're Avatar and Transformers 2. They were ah-mazzzzing. So many features lol

Did I mention that I have to go to school tomorrow? No? okay IT SUCKS.
Who wants go to school raise your hand! Noh-body, right?
Well I'm new to this high school hell world, so just forgive me to be over-reacted.

Night After Midnight

2010-09-18T20:35:00.000+07:00

Lately I really like to go to sleep above 12 am.

I love it.

I found some kind of peace at 1 am.
I like when it's quite and dark; all black but I still can see my whole room.
It's a little cold but you don't want a blanket.

Just be alone.

I lay down 'til I'm bored.
But just a second later....

~~*weird warning*~~

I grab my TV remote and just click the buttons!
Cable TV I LOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEE YOOOOU;
why you're providing old past America's Next Top Model marathon?!

and Kim Possible? REALLY I MISS THAT

al...so.... Po-wer-puff-girls!!!

GOSH Full house~

Stylista too--

The Nanny also!

Top Gear!!! ~~*screaming like a bitch being bitten by walrus*~~

(sorry, I over-reacted. I couldn't choose which the best picture is and ~~I LOVE HAMMOND VERY MUCH BUT HE AS OLD AS MY DAD OH HE SUPPOSED TO BE MY DAD~~ LOLOL sorry)

Conclusion is: I love my cable TV and the hours after midnight :)

And I sleep with the TV on.

Lip Dub Fever!!

2010-09-16T12:15:00.000+07:00

Maybe it's not a "world fever"; it's fever that going on in myself LOL
They're super creative! Take a look:

Party Mood

2010-09-16T12:12:00.000+07:00

It's really great to see parties on a music video! I love USA parties! (oh not miley cyrus)

Ashamed, In The Middle Of A Day...

2010-06-18T01:12:00.000+07:00

I was watching this small movie in Star Movies. Small means the plots were guessable and there weren't many big stars playing on this movie, except one. FYI, this small movie titled The Cutting Edges. If you google it, maybe you'll find the 1992 movie or 2006 Cutting Edges movie but this Cutting Edges that I'm talkin' about made in 2008. It was a TV-movie. The second title is Chasing The Dream, not Search for Gold or those kinda things.

Okay, back to the star that I was talking about. One guy distracted my eyes directly. This guy told me not to change the channel. Quickly I shouted.

"KUTCHER!!"

Yea, strange. A hot and famous Hollywood actor such as Ashton Kutcher played in a small movie. Like very very strange. I was suspicious and in doubt though, but I didn't really care. I kept watching and watching until the credit title was going up and up and up slowly.

And just in a second I shouted again.
"Matt?! Who the hell is Matt?! Why did he look like Kutcher?!"

At one point, I disappointed it wasn't Kutcher (hahahaha unimportant I know). But at the other point, I was like thank god cause actually the girl didn't kiss Kutcher (unimportant again haha).

I will give you a prove so you can't call me a moron.

Quite look-alike right?
The top photo is Kutcher and the bottom photo is someone named Matt Lanter, by the way.

And I was quite shocked too, just minutes ago.
Matt Lanter is one of the actors in 90210, as Liam!
Yeah I had 'omg' moment cause I saw the look-alike between Matt and Kutcher just today. just today.
Cause I used to be a 90210 fan.

Ashamed enough.

have many cousins?

2010-06-13T15:56:00.002+07:00

Do you just hate your cousins?

Yea I DO. Definitely.

They don't listen to All-American Rejects or Katy Perry or Kesha or Taylor Swift or Guns n Roses.

They don't watch Sex and The City or Clueless or Ugly Betty or The Office or Gossip Girl.

They don't see 500 Days Of Summer or Yes Man or Up In The Air or Devil Wears Prada.

They wear too much make up.

They don't have a good taste about clothes and appearance.

They don't know the lastest issue about Hollywood's A-List.

They don't update their knowledge.

They're kinda freaky.

And some of them are stupid.

They're like retarded or something, cause they just see the world as wide as this country.

That's why I hate them.

yeah, Spread The Hate, puri..

2010-06-13T15:55:00.000+07:00

I got a wedding that I have to go to. Yea, have to.
According to my teacher at my english course, have to use when there's an external force.
Fuck yeah there's a fucking huge external force, that insists me to go to that damn wedding.
It's a wedding of a family actually. on June 27. Just take it Patricia & Sean's wedding (your real identity is covered, how kind I am!!)
I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate to come.

Why? If you wonder to ask.
(aduh indonesian aja ya, bingung mau ngetik apa)
Aku sebel banget sama kebanyakan orang-orang Indonesia yang getting married : mereka ngerepotin setengah hidup! Maksudku, kan yang mau hold a wedding kan mereka, nggak usah ngelibatin orang-orang yang memang dasarnya nggak tulus untuk membantu gitu. Patricia & Sean already ruin my perfect day. Do you realize, Patricia & Sean, that 27th of June is car free day? I must to go to Sudirman street you know; I must bicycling! And your wedding is a great fucking destroyer cause guess what? It's just a once every month event! It's fucking important to me. Second, kenapa saya lagi yang harus disuruh jadi pengiring pengantin dan penerima tamu; memakai baju adat pula! It'll be a fucking hot outfit you fools; humiliating a 14-year-old teenager! Pengiring pengantin itu nggak seberapa penting--karena nggak akan ada yang melihat pengiring pengantin; pasti orang-orang hanya ingin melihat the wedding couple-nya, jadi pergilah ke pelaminan sendiri! Lalu menyangkut penerima tamu. That's a fucking unimportant job. Orang-orang juga tahu bahwa mereka harus mengisi buku tamu. Tinggal pasang sign that tells : "Sign Here" and people will understand. You don't need two girls to guide the guests and give the souvenirs. you won't need them. Wait, pikir lagi: apa guna buku tamu for your marriage? NOTHING. Just shows who came and who's not; so guest books just wasted things to have in your wedding.
There. I typed my anger.

And I hope I will get a deadly sickness so I must be hospitalized for two weeks so I can't come to that fucking wedding.

Wish List

2010-05-09T15:53:00.000+07:00

yea I'm a girl with a thousand wishes.

People Didn't Stop And Hear.

2010-05-08T14:32:00.000+07:00

THE SITUATION - In Washington , DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.
After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule.

About 4 minutes later:
The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.

At 6 minutes:
A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again.

At 10 minutes:
A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly.

At 45 minutes: The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while.
About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32.

After 1 hour:
He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all.

No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music.

This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people’s priorities.

This experiment raised several questions:
*In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty?
*If so, do we stop to appreciate it?

*Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context?

One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this:
If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made …
How many other things are we missing as we rush through life?

Sweating Sunday

2010-04-25T13:24:00.001+07:00

what day is today?
Sunday, the last sunday on April.
All of Jakarta's bikers cheers and yaay-ing; cause it was the time to go to HI square!! (I yaay-ed too haha)

yea my dad's new hobby is biking, and he usually rides his bike directly from home to Sudirman; which I'm not so sure about the distance--hum...8-10 kilometres I think. And me, who got the empty sunday; wished if I could go with him. He was like very doubt, but he accepted and he told me to go at half past five.

Half past five; Sunday.
It was pretty dark. The sky was dark blue. The lights are dimming; there were not many people.
I was wearing black tank top, black legging, bright pink socks, my daily school sneakers (cause they're the best sneakers ever) and a very bright orange cardigan. And not forget the backpack. But can you believe what my backpack was? It was my youngest brother's; a Ben 10 very-small-backpack. Haha. Even I found it really silly.
I didn't eat any breakfast. Just water, tea, and three pieces of Jacob's milk biscuit which made me kinda nauseous.
You know what? I love riding bike in the morning. It's dark, people were doing some sports too, no cars around, and the air was so cool. I took Casablanca way, passed Tebet then passed Kuningan. I passed two tunnels and three fly-overs; but I didn't feel tired at all. I just found it so hard when you're paddling your bike over the fly-over--it's absolutely lovely when you're going down, but when you're going up; trust me, you just wanna get off from your bike and walk it up 'til you see the road going down.

HI Square; half past 7. (an hour bike trip)
I, my dad, my aunt, and my aunt's husband were like so pissed seeing really-really-crowded-Sudirman-streets. There was an event for students there. Elementary schoolers, middle schoolers, and high schoolers set up their own culture stands. There were many traditional dancers and traditional clothing-live-dolls and the bikers just can riding their bikes on city bus's way. It was so crowded and in fact I was got separated from my dad and my aunt twice because of the all people that were there.
Somehow, we got off the HI square quickly and searched a place to eat. I was like so starving and we ate brunch on a unique and cute cafe named Kopitiam I think. The customers were all bikers too. And you must be can't imagine how quite and cool Menteng was. Or you can. It's alright though haha. I and my aunt were moving our bikes all around the street, without feeling afraid got crashed by a car or any transportations else.

My Way Home.
I and my dad started to ride our bikes to home at 10 am; from Sudirman. It was so hot and the sun was so cruel to me this afternoon--it made my face always sweats.I was questioning can I passed all of the fly-overs--and the answer is : I can't. I was almost dying when passed the first fly-over and I was TTB (tuntun bike or walking up my bike) when passed the second fly-over. My dad was real kind, he wouldn't let me passed the third fly-over; so we passed another flat way; which is further but I'm happy though. And it felt like seeing a heaven when I reached Darma Persada University. I got home safely, sweating, with my butt bones are in pain (and now I'm typing while I'm standing), and also happy cause I passed my own challenge. Feeling like so relieving.

and hell yeah somebody out there, I took some pictures! (beware! pictures floods!)

Like I said: black legging, bright pink socks and daily school sneakers.

My baby bike's wheel. She's nice.

Waiting for my aunt and her husband on the corner of a street.

My right hand. Two charm-bracelets and biking hand glove.

Don't really know 'bout this one. Was I tired?

Nice left hand, right? It's 6.20 in the morning :)

Anyone can tell me where this was? My dad's texting my aunt.

He.He.I ate my dad's food. Great.

Left to right: Milo Dinosaur, Teh Botol, Ice Tea.

There it is my food. My parents ate it. We swapped.

Dedicated this post as a sorry to:

*my brother. I crashed his bike.

*my aunt. I ground her feet.

*a motorcycle rider. I crashed his motorcycle's back.

I am so sorry.

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2010-04-24T18:52:00.000+07:00

Melihat mozaik-mozaik kecilmu; yang berwarna cerah dan terang dan selalu bersinar; walau bulan tak datang lagi di siangmu; percayakah kau wahai penunggu seberang sana; kau membuatku iri.

Apa kau lupa, kawan, kau tak pernah menengok hutan hujanmu yang kelam disana! Aku dan pikiranku; masih terperangkap tersentuh segalanya. Dan kau tak pernah melukisnya lagi dengan otakmu; apa kau lupa?

Aku ingat namun tak mau; kata-katamu, ucapan-ucapanmu, semua huruf yang kau tekan, semua hal yang meracuniku, dan kau. Lalu aku tahu walau ku tak pernah harap; semua ratu-ratumu, malaikat-malaikat bersayap putih sucimu, dan setiap rambut panjang yang bukan diriku : sangat berbeda dengan jiwa pendahulumu.

Ketahuilah ini wahai penunggu seberang sana : aku benci puteri-puteri milikmu! Mereka palsu dan hanya tersenyum dalam wajahmu dan di hadapan lensa-lensa; dan aku tak menaruh keyakinan bahwa mereka adalah orang-orang yang tepat kau cari; apalagi setidaknya pantas melihatmu. Matamu telah digelapkan; dan senyummu telah diambil alih; sadarlah wahai penunggu di seberang sana!

Mungkin ini hanya bertanda tanya bagi dirimu dan mungkin ini hanya monolog pribadi tetapi bolehkah sesekali saja cukup kau mendengarkanku; yang mungkin kau akan anggap sebagai ilusi jaringan yang tak pernah kau tahu. Aku adalah seorang yang tak pernah kau percaya.

Ilusi ini; pemujamu dari ribuan mil jauhnya. Ilusi ini; mengintai mimpimu saat bulan mengelilingi tubuhmu. Ilusi ini; selalu berusaha melihatmu hanya untuk sekedar mengetahui. Ilusi ini; selalu menyematkan nyawa tunggalmu dalam matanya; mata yang ia anggap menggelapkan cahaya; menyimpanmu sebagai bahan bakar utamanya sebagai bahan utama untuk terlelap berbunga.

Tak dapatkah kau, wahai penunggu jiwa di seberang sana, mengubah dirimu seperti saat kau melambai punggung tanganmu padaku di depan gerbang itu, untuk ilusi ini dan ilusi-ilusi lainnya?
Tak dapatkah kau, wahai penunggu jiwa di seberang sana, menyelamatkan jiwa-jiwa terkungkung dalam tiap-tiap hutanmu?
Tak dapatkah kau, wahai penunggu jiwa di seberang sana, mengkhianati para puteri dan puluhan ratumu yang mengekor menjauh?

Dan dapatkah kau mendengar bahwa kami, ilusi-ilusi yang menghujani air matamu, melengking bosan dan berteriak rintih?
Dapatkah kau merasa bahwa kami pula yang mengguncang-guncang jantungmu?

Tolong mengertilah, wahai pengisi jiwa di seberang sana, karena aku telah menggores tembok abuku dan hari ini telah genaplah dua puluh enam garis milikmu. Haruskah aku ucapkan selamat?

Ingatlah, kau masih berjalan di sebuah planet.

happy birthday tyson ritter :)

2010-04-02T15:29:00.002+07:00

Him: do you think i may confess something to you?

Me: about what?

Him: im not sure how to catagorize it

Him: its simply something i wish to tell you

Me: so just tell me

Him: i am rather fond of you

Me: in what way?

Him: i like you in that i find your company quite nice

Me: thanks--

Him: am i making you uncomfortable

Me: not at all

it did happen after we argued about our countries.

but then he disconnected me.

what an internet.

This is the last hope.

2010-04-02T12:46:00.001+07:00

" The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song "

-tyson ritter, on the Last Song

:ahem:::ahem: --> maverey?

My Dimples Are Just Heave In Sight All Day Long.

2010-02-28T17:45:00.000+07:00

Hi. Somebody there.
With this smile I want you to know that I am, really really happy today.

This day is the most blessed day on February this year.

Okay, skip the traffic jam thing that happened to this soul when I went home from my villa in West Java, so lemme tell this: from I got dressed up.

I got dressed up, wore an old maroon little dress.
With 'curly hair' that I made up myself, cause my mom told me to, and new bangs. Yea, new bangs! Even myself still feel so excited when I see my own reflection in the mirror.

Then, Bee, my laptop, is getting generous to me--it could download songs again! yeaaay! I am so happy, thanks to Bee and this internet modem, I could save those new songs that I love. and I love you Bee. So much.

So, I went to my mom's cousin engagement party or many Indonesians called it as "lamaran" thing; which her house is just about 12 metres from my gates. I thought my mom would wore sandals so I wore sandals. But she wore kitten heels, and everybody just mocked me why I didn't wear heels. I just smiled.

During the party, I just sticked to my cellphone, listened my fave playlists and watched my twitter progress, which make me wanna yell holy shit this is coming true after these wasted times--just five more folks. Five more folks and I gotta reached my old dream, got five-oh-oh people; reading my tweets on their timelines. (smiley faces) :) :) :) :) :)

During the lunch break, my cousins, my countless cousins tried to make a conversation with me. All of them. I felt so terrific cause I never ever talked to them before. Or tried to make a conversation with them too; before. And now I am wondering why did they want to talk with this silent girl. Although the sentences are just like 'hey what are you doing here' , 'i know a great musician on youtube' , 'can you recognize male and female hamsters' , 'where are your father' , 'when will the national examination is gonna hold' or even 'dea when will you married so i could be your grandpa' or 'dea why are you already old and i am still young' and 'you must be starving cause you licked all those cravings'--I am just happy with those words that they said to me.

After that party, I stole my mom's eyeliner and tried to make dramatic eyes look for the countless times. My efforts before are never successful before; but you can't imagine how wide my smile was when the dark lines around my eyes were just fit to my face. I looked....so goth, so different, so somebody else, so not Puri. I love it. Maybe it worked cause I followed a magical tip that told : once you put eyeliner, bold your mascara. haha

What makes me happy again?
Oh, my mom told me every details when I firstly saw the mother earth. Every single little details. This is first time that I didn't want to cry. haha
and I just watched Julie & Julia, which it was a really really amazing movie, and I'm gonna put four stars out of five cause it was really really awesome. Meryl Streep and Amy Adams' smiles on that movie were just made my smile even got wider. You must watch it too, especially if you're a cook or a blogger or a writer or just a human being that love to cook and write. It's gonna kick your ass off. Trust me.

So, here I go smiling again like a crackbrain with bangs and curls on her hair in front of my dearest laptop Bee. Cheers! :D

this was a deep; deep conversation.

2010-02-20T17:07:00.000+07:00

--Dalam sebuah mobil di perjalanan pulang ke suatu tempat--

Terduduklah aku dengan ibuku yang sudah paruh baya. Ehm, tak terlalu paruh baya sih. Beberapa tahun mendatang, barulah ia paruh baya--ya bisa dibilanglah.
Panas diatas langit terik, sangat terik. Matahari tak mau memejam cahayanya lima menit saja; memang terdengar kejam.

"Dea, ayah beli helm sepeda baru loh." ucap ibuku, nyeletuk setelah aku bersandar di jok mobil; menikmati air-con mobil.

"Ah, iya ya?" jawabku pendek.

"Iya, kayaknya ayah mau ikutan car free day lagi tuh. Dari rumah ke sudirman." Ibuku berucap lagi. Aku tetap diam."Dea jangan ikut ya."

IH. Aku benci dia kalau dia melanjutkan perannya; sebagai setumpuk batu bata yang menimpuk awan-awanku yang sedang membawaku tak jauh. Aku sedang senang, janganlah kau rundung aku dengan kata-kata pelormu; HELLO?! Ini bukan satu atau dua kali kau begini, Ibundaku. Ini sudah kesekian kalinya. Doesn't she remember? The All-American Rejects Concert. My hangout day. And many many times she did this again.
Lagipula date-ku dengan bapak-bapak itu adalah date yang kedua kalinya (HAHAHAHA). Bayangkan saja, sudah tiga belas tahun aku berdiri di ranah bumi dan baru satu kali saja aku menghabiskan waktu berdua dengan ayahku. Hanya waktu itu, saat aku janji bertemu teman lamaku dari Jawa Tengah; di sebuah pameran buku. Aku sudah jarang bercakap padanya; karena terakhirku menelponnya sekitar tiga tahun yang lalu--saat kelinciku sekarat sakit keras. Dan dia jarang menyapaku, jarang menegurku, jarang menanyaiku. Ialah orang yang paling jarang peranan langsungnya dalam hidupku sampai saat ini. Ya ampun, bisa dibilang deh aku berbicara dengan ayahku sendiri kurang dari lima belas menit sehari; kurang dari dua jam seminggu. Dan sekarang orang yang paling dekat dengan diriku ini mau membatalkannya?!

Cause I wanna be his girl. Cause I always be her girl.
I always accompany her to parlour.
I always give my advice when there's a formal event; what to wear, what to put on...
I always say my most honest comment when she tries on some clothes.
I even don't know my own father inside and out.

"Enggak, Bu. Aku ikut." kataku pasti.

"Dea, kamu itu mau UAS. UAS-nya tanggal 5, loh. Kalau kenapa-kenapa gimana coba?"

"Tapi aku mau ikut. Aku nggak mau di rumah lalu pergi ke lamaran humdrum itu."

"Kamu tuh ya...mau UAN jangan ngelakuin hal-hal bahaya deh! Nanti itu naik-turun fly over tau. Pasti capek banget deh."

"Wah, ngelewatin fly over? Seru itu!" aku berucap dengan bodoh; bergirang-girang sementara muka Ibuku memerah.

"Car free day itu sebulan sekali, Dea, tapi UAN cuma setahun sekali. Pokoknya terserah Dea aja deh. Ibu nggak mau tau."

"Oke deh terserah Dea."

Dan satu lagi sifat Ibunda saya ini, jika sudah kalah ia akan mengeluarkan janji politikusnya--yang kadang bisa terpenuhi, kadang tidak. Statusnya tak pasti, statusnya menggantung. Setiap huruf yang diucapnya kadang tak terpikir dahulu; jadi ia akan menolaknya jika timingnya sudah tepat.

"Kalau minggu depan Dea nggak jadi ikutan car free day, sorenya kita ke salon; medi-pedi sama creambath blow lagi." senyumnya tersungging di satu sudut mukanya.

Haha. Seperti saya nggak bisa mendanai diri saya sendiri saja untuk pergi ke salon. Atau seperti saya nggak bisa saja merengek ke salon sore harinya; sehabis car free day biking itu. Memang dasar ibu-ibu.

***

Saat makan di suatu kawasan, saya coba alihkan pembicaraan.

Aku: blahblahblah.... dia ternyata bodoh banget.
Ibu: Emang cowok kayak gitu kali; cuek banget.
Aku: Aku sekarang ngerti kenapa Ibu milih tipe-tipe ayah.
Ibu: Tipe-tipe ayah?
Aku: Iya, tampangnya 'begitu', tapi pinter. HAHAHAHA.
(Ibuku tersenyum lebar)
Aku: Nggak apalah, Bu, daripada ganteng tapi low-brain-capacity gitu.

Sumpah dipikir-pikir lagi itu tuh p-a-r-a-h banget. Karena kan aku yang dikenal copy-annya Ayah. Berarti saya menghina diri sendiri itu. ROFL

old world

2010-02-07T18:00:00.000+07:00

hai.
saya ngobrol directly dengan Breay menyambut 50 hari menuju UAN.
(gila ya UAN disambut; tapi emang harus sih)

hari ini typical banget, common banget, nggak ada yang special--ya mungkin sama kayak sebagian besar hidup saya. Hari ini saya nggak belajar sama sekali; walaupun ada rasa bersalah yang sangat kecil di dalam sini; tapi ya go on ajalah. (wong nggak ada yang peduli pur)

jadi tuh seperti biasa (sudah three times in a row soalnya) semalam saya ketiduran di ruang TV lagi, lagi nonton Paris Haute Couture tuh padahal (ngomong-ngomong Eli Saab keren banget semalem, banyak yang saya taksir). Dan in fifth times in a row semalem saya mimpi aneh lagi; namun semalam ceritanya Ibu saya dan teman-teman kantornya outing ke Hawaii dengan sick price: dua juta rupiah per orang! Yang aneh lagi ceritanya saya lagi di tengah kota Jakarta ngeliat pesawat terbang rendah. Lalu karena yang nongol di jendela pesawat adalah muka ibu saya, jadinya saya teriak: "Ibu mau kemana???"

"Ke Hawaii, Dea. Cuma dua juta loh. Dadah."

begitulah jawabnya.
a pretty short dream in a night, huh?

Pas paginya badanku agak demam gitu, jadinya kata ibu nggak usah les privat aja dulu; istirahat katanya. Begitulah asal mula saya tidak menyentuh buku maupun soal hari ini. Dan pas jogging, tau nggak sih, corby-ku keluar dari kantong; casingnya copot; sama baterainya juga. Alhasil corby-ku lecet-lecet (dan semoga nggak ketahuan), dan baterainya berkurang karena terbanting. Tadinya baterainya empat, terus tinggal dua deh. Karena begitu saya balik lagi ke rumah, akhirnya jogging tanpa lagu di telinga.

Saat siang, pas mandi, aku ketemu kecoak. Nyebelin banget, karena tenggorokanku sakit banget sampai saat ini--lantaran teriak-teriak tadi. Bayangin, seorang katsaridhaphobia nemuin kecoak persis di depan pintu kamar mandi dan saya ngerasa ciut banget untuk buka pintu itu. Setelah sekitar empat detik dari titik detik ketemu kecoak itu baru saya bisa sukses keluar dari kamar mandi dan teriak-teriak lagi minta tolong pembantu mengeksekusi makhluk tak beradab tersebut. emang ya dasar cock-roach.

Dan sekarang saya lagi stuck di depan laptop karena tante saya belum sampai-sampai kesini; soalnya aku kangen banget sama satu gadis kecil manis itu dan satu bayi mungil itu--dua sepupu pertamaku. Padahal tepat di sebelah saya ada soal-soal BTA dari om ibuku yang salah satu pemilik BTA itu; numpuk banget. Aku rada males check them out juga karena nggak mau ngerusak hari tanpa belajar ini. maklum ya weirdo banget.

Satu hal lagi, saya lagi takut banget sama dunia luar. Entah kenapa, kayaknya semuanya....spooky and creepy aja. Lalu hal kedua, Breay.... saya rindu sekali sama stalking. Sekarang orangnya menghilang dan muncul dalam waktu yang berdekatan jadinya susah banget buat stalking orang lagi. Ke$ha......help me out here.... (bener kan ya ke$ha ratunya stalking? ada kok di myspace-nya)

sekali lagi pur, sayang tak ada yang peduli -___-

2010-02-07T17:25:00.000+07:00

One boring afternoon I opened internet and watched some All American Rejects old videos, then I repeated to watched Move Along again. Guess what; on a scene, I found this:

Look at the name on the bracelet.

yeah, right. her.

I feel a little happy for her role as dead person HAHA

could I?

2010-01-29T22:09:00.001+07:00

what do I love in that little paradise?

I love that yellow door.

and when the sky is blue, purple, and black.

when invisible clouds send us rain; pretty rain.

what else do I love there?

unbeaten numbers mine?

well, no one can beat them recently, neither do you.

why couldn't you?

you're such a smart and hideous creature for me in that position.

you're supposed to cause you're a 90....but I take that.

6 years younger and great; I take that.

beside those, what else do I love there?

magics?

yours and mine?

and theirs and hers?

nah, just ours.

when you take those wide eyes off from your head and shake your hair quickly;

magic for me; you're exactly looks like him.

and I know one more thing that I love there.

You as a cliff and my feelings as a bungee-jumper.

You are so high, and steep; I said that you're so hideous.

I love it as my sport, self-inflicted, and self-satisfaction.

hope that you don't mind at all cause I think this is way too far.

I can't do anything there cause there was magic happened there.

2010-01-23T19:20:00.000+07:00

I have read a book synopsis that said this:

"Actually, being hated is an honor. That means there's something more in you; maybe you're prettier, smarter, or richer. That means that hater is jealous and hate you because that hater thinks you're better that that person. Just look at Paris Hilton, ..... blah blah blah"

I looked in a book that talk about popular girls or whatever but I think she's (the writer) got a point.

FYI, that book is made by an Indonesian. I've visited her blog but I forgot. I'll edit this post immediately if I knew it.

2010-01-23T19:12:00.001+07:00

Don’t you know, girl? You just acted so TV drama movie andso immature!

And you just made me called you the biggest fucking bitch onthe planet. You did.

In her world, I see clearly that hating people is easierthan making friends. It’s so true, it’s a fact, and I can prove it. Walaupunbanyak orang ‘mengenalmu’ ; but just admit this: you don’t even have a bestfriend. Acting like you are better and cool, but just admit it: you’re not atall.

Menanggapipernyataan anda :

Sebenarnya, sayajuga ingin menyalahkan semua jawaban anda namun saya masih ingat anda masihmanusia. Eh ternyata, anda bukan manusia—anda tampak seperti ilusi drama ironisyang dibuat-buat, bahkan lebih buruk—jadinya saya menyesal tidak memberi nolseperti yang anda harapkan. Dan saya juga tahu bahwa orang seperti saya ini,sangat pantas memberi nol besar di atas kertas anda.

Aku nggak mau menyatakan kebencian dan anger disini, becausewell, I don’t hate her actually. I just don’t like that biatch at all. Danternyata ia membenci saya ! wow, I don’t know how to feel anymore. Happy,excited, jumping in the air or relieved. I’m feeling a bit enthusiasms when Iknow, that bitch hates me so much.

Dan aku nggak mau merendahkan orang—but seems like I mustmake an exception for her. I wanna type all the comparisons between me and thatbiatch, but I don’t have any wands and spells—cause my head can turn bigger andbigger like Alex on an episode on Wizards of Waferly Place, don’t be.

Maybe I’ll laugh out loud like a psycho if she reads thispost and burning into fire. Then she just hates me more and more, and you knowbitch: that hating people is just making you super disgusting. Oops wait, youare already disgusting. :D

---

update:

that biatch I'm talking about now study at a crappy high school. She got bad score at final exams. I just could smile, and wave a goodbye. Sarcastic goodbye.

I really need a mind reader for sure.

2010-01-23T19:09:00.001+07:00

If I see a father teaching his child how to play baseball,

I’m so jealous.

If I see a father can talk so freely and texting with hischild,

I’ll be super jealous.

Even If I see a father asking to his child: “how was yourday at school?” ;

I’ll be so crying madly.

Because I’m not a child like that.

I talk with my dad less than 15 minutes a day, and the lastcall from me to his cell phone is 3 years ago. It’s just so hurting me so much.

No, my dad isn’t in another country or another city.

And no, he’s not so busy.

I think he’s from another dimension and just keep busy withhimself.

And every time I talk about this, tears will come up from myeyes and I just wanna cry louder because everybody says that my face is lookslike my dad’s. I don’t even know him that much.

Several times I saw pictures that my dad and me were playingso closely and warmly, and I just wanna go back to the past to feel what is itlike to being close and happy with my dad. Cause I don’t think I ever felt itbefore.

I just feel that I have a dad like having a furniture. Youjust have it; It’s just yours; done.

My dad just said “okay” with no smiley face or proud facewhen I told him that I passed the bilingual test on my school and I became abilingual student in my school.

My dad kept in silent when I cried causes of my lungs wereso in pain and it was so hurt to hold a breath. He even didn’t ask me what’swrong or what happened.

So I don’t really wanna talk with him, so do my brothers.

But his only daughter always cries about having a furniturenamed a dad.

I just know, that the only treat he always gives me arethings. Gadgets, food, and cable TV channels with qualities. But are there anyloves on them? I don’t know at all cause I don’t have a mind-reader.

when a girl dressing older than her age

2010-01-02T23:22:00.001+07:00

mention: Miley Cyrus

mention: Lourdes Leon (Madonna's daughter)

mention: Dakota Fanning

mention: Noah Cyrus

when a girl tried to be a fashion forward icon.
when a girl wanted to be a limelight.
when a girl got insulted by people around you cause of your look.

if I insult them, means I'm a hypocrite. I'm just a 13 years old girl and I consistently wearing high heels at every opportunity and can not get dressed without my teenage fashion magazine. Definitely I prefer wearing a short dress than a batik dress to a wedding. At Eid Mubarak I never wear a moslem suit, I always wear a dress since I'm in 5th grade. I prefer a short skirt than a knee-length skirt. I prefer a sleeveless top than a long sleeved shirt. I do dress up older than 13 years old look, and everybody tried to forbid me--but I just can't. my father once had forbid me wearing high heels but I didn't listen to him until now, I don't want to put my babies off. my mom once has banned me to not wear weird stuffs, not to look weird and 'magical'. But I can't, I don't want to look like those teenager girls who just have T-shirts and jeans for a hang out look (ok, I wear T-shirt, jeans, and vest sometimes when I go to courses). I have insulted by my father's good friend for wore red mary jane high heels to a bookstore. When I'm walking in the mall, people usually seeing me with an unusual look, sometimes whispering and pointing--half of them. Well, I kinda like it and used to it. I don't know this is right thing or a wrong thing, but I just don't wanna wear what other kids wear. Even tough I can't answer this question: "If she looks like a 25 years old woman at her age of 13, what will she gonna be looks like when she's 25?" (a quote from Grazia magazine; commenting at Lourdes Leon).

the best friday night in this holiday

2010-01-02T21:21:00.001+07:00

setelah liburan yang diisi les les les, akhirnya orang tuaku terenyuh juga (apaaa sih) untuk sekedar go out to somewhere celebrate the new 2010. tadinya sih kita niat cuma makan-makan di luar, tapi ayah tiba-tiba ngajak ke moi, ngajak nonton--yaudah. jadinya sehabis guru privatku pulang kita langsung grabak-grubuk buru-buru kesana. dan di mobil kita voting-voting gitu mau nonton apa. ayah pengennya avatar, ibu sih netral, aku pengen nonton sherlock holmes, dan bocah dua yang tumben-tumbenan mau pake baju sesuai pilihanku juga pengennya nonton film mahluk biru-biru itu. Kalah suara saya, akhirnya say goodbye sama aktingnya Robert Downey yang buat penasaran itu di trailernya.

pas nyampe, pas ngantri tiket:

aku: ya...., ayah, yang jam 15.45 udah ditutup. adanya jam 7.
ayah: yaudah kita nonton yang 3D.
aku: (agak panik) kan nggak ada subtitlenya!!
ayah: nggak apa-apa, malah rugi kalau kita nggak nonton 3D. Avatar itu film yang emang bagusnya buat 3D.

dalam hatiku udah takut aja nggak ngerti ceritanya. kan malu udah nonton 3D pula, pas diajak ngomong nggak nyambung. dan kalau nggak ngerti kan malu pula saya sebagai anak biling dan murid ilp (jadi kebanggan itu hanya dapat menambah beban malu ya). tapi yang lebih kasian itu ibuku, yang selalu minta subtitle indonesian kalau nonton dvd. selama nunggu studionya dibuka ibuku diledek abis-abisan sama aku hahaha jahat saya.

karena masih satu jam-an lagi, akhirnya kita cari makan. dan ayah sekali liat restoran yang ada tulisan "bakmi" langsung minta cariin tempat duduk. aku bosen sebenernya; jadinya aku mesen sapi lada hitam aja yang emang baru kusadarin--aku selalu pesen menu itu pas makan di restoran-restoran bakmi akhir-akhir ini.

and fyi, that time i wore everything new. I wore every stuffs that i never wear before--well it's my theory when go out on a occassion. I wore a brown vest from my mother's cousin, underneath the vest there's a plain white tank top--not a new one. I wore green skinny jeans, jeans that I hardly to wear; because they're lime green! Then I added a small blue scarf and I wore my stilettos boots which made me such an object to see and whisper about that moment. ya, it was so crazy. Ibuku bilang ada orang yang melongo liat aku dari atas sampai bawah pas ada orang yang keluar lewat eskalator dan dimaz bilang satpam di blitz ada yang terpaku ngeliatin boots-ku. lalu ada juga bapak-bapak yang bisik-bisik ke anaknya sambil nunjuk-nunjuk aku; ada juga 2 pegawai di toko elektronik yang ketawa-ketiwi sambil nunjuk-nunjuk aku. dan yang paling parah ada teenager girl yang pakai t-shirt longgar, daisy dukes, dan sandals yang melototin aku sambil jalan. I was like, what the hell do you mean like that, lady? well, aku cuma bisa ketawa-ketawa aja. boots sebetis aja bisa segitunya. bisa-bisa aku pakai juga sering-sering cause I kinda like being a limelight hehe

pas nonton avatar aku kaget gitu. ekspetasiku beda jauh banget sama kenyataannya. Avatar is full of every awesomeness!! and I have a new crush on that movie! itu loh, temennya jake sully, yang avatarnya suka pakai vest sama shirt merah! aku nggak tau namanya cause without texts made me didn't notice all the names of the characters except grace & jake sully. dan aku males banget sama adik-adikku. mereka norak banget pas adegan kampungnya dibakar itu. mereka tuh teriak-teriak:

"Kak Dea nangis!"
"Payah, Kak Dea nangis!"
"Cengeng! cengeng!"

padahal kan sedih banget pas kampungnya dibakar lalu ayahnya mati itu. sebenernya aku juga pengen nangis pas adegan grace-nya mau mati dan pas jake sully-nya setengah sekarat gitu, tapi dimaz-dika udah keburu:

dimaz: Dika! Kak Dea nangis nggak? (dia nanya Dika soalnya Dika duduknya disebelah aku)
dika: ah, enggak!

udah males aja nangis kalau disebelahmu ada orang teriak-teriak yang ngomongin kamu segitu jelasnya. pokoknya ayah bener banget deh, nggak nyesel sama sekali nonton 3D-nya. lalu masa ya, mas-mas yang penampung kacamata di blitz itu ternyata finalis take him out gitu hahaha. iya, aku sama ibuku heboh gitu ketemu evan yang ternyata cuma pegawai blitz moi. (apa ya nyampah banget)

lalu pas sampai rumah....kakiku melepuh. my toe was in pain like the hell. mungkin gara-gara boots-nya ujungnya lancip dan heels-nya gila-gilaan 'nanjaknya' yang sampai 8 cm. tapi ya...worth it.

:) I love that friday

Dance Inside

2009-12-26T23:05:00.002+07:00

this is the second song by The All-American Rejects that made me shaking, after Matters of The Heart (well that song by Tyson himself)

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
Lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking.
Now I'm twisted up when I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly
And time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

CHORUS
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
Touch sight taste like fire
Hands do now what eyes no longer defend
Hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

CHORUS
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah (x 2)

And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake

CHORUS
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

CHORUS
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Move down to me slip into you...

(bold words are the damn words that i meant, shaking me off)

This Can't Be Happening!

2009-12-26T22:30:00.000+07:00

I just found out bout this on a fan community of AAR:

come on, you guys just can't be like that, so please release a tweet that you two were joking!

2009-12-25T21:36:00.001+07:00

Valentine's Day

2009-12-25T21:26:00.003+07:00

MUST WATCH. (cause it contains many great stars and it's a comedy romantic)

:)

that boy in the park with that blue shirt

2009-12-25T21:23:00.000+07:00

Aku yang mengambilnya dahulu dibuatmu resah karena kau ingin memainkannya juga; pertama kali kulihat ekspresi selangka itu. Akhirnya kau dan kawanmu yang tak kukenal--begitu juga denganmu--duduk di palang kuning bobrok yang telah hancur setengah dua blok jauhnya. Aku memaku pandangan padamu namun kau mengeluarkan hal yang paling kukutuk di bumi, sebatang uluman putih panjang yang kau hisap dengan segala kebodohanmu; tak membaca tulisan-tulisan besar dalam kotak itu--MEROKOK DAPAT MENYEBABKAN KANKER, ..... . Aku pun jadi teringat padanya yang jauh di belakang dalam senyumanku yang diam-diam penasaran akanmu. Dan dalam hati dengan pelan kusisipkan pernyataan bahwa aku benci kalian berdua. Benci sekali. Namun pandanganku tak sependapat; karena secara visual memang...ia adalah salah satu keajaiban ciptaan Tuhan di surga sana. Rasanya aneh melihatmu bercumbu dengan benda putih menjijikkanmu itu di dekat kastil kesenangan anak-anak yang telah setengah memudar dan menyetop satu gerobak yang tadi pagi kuusir. Melihatmu lagi duduk menikmati sesuatu yang lebih masuk akal di palang berkarat dua blok dari tempatku duduk menemani adikku membuat rasa aneh itu muncul lagi. Berdesir-desir. Lalu aku pun semakin menjadi saat kedua kandungku mengajak pulang; dan perlahan kau mengikuti dari belakang dan aku pun tahu; saat aku berbelok kembali ke villa kecil ini, kau menoleh dan ikut menatap jalan yang aku baru saja tapaki. Aku hanya bisa meloncat sekali dan tersenyum lebar sekali. dan doakan aku bertemunya lagi, esok hari.

:D

oh no, girls.

2009-12-25T21:09:00.000+07:00

Wahai orang yang telah mengorbankan rahim untukku; memberi tempat di rumahnya untukku; dan tak pernah memutuskan seluruh inderanya untukku,

sebenarnya aku sangat bingung dengan semua ego dan tuduhmu tempo hari; karena mereka dan khususnya ia bisa membukaku dalam hal yang tak pernah aku berani ungkapkan padamu; yang membuatku bisa menangisinya seumur hidup.

Kau hanya tak bisa mengubah ini semua dengan cepat; karena mereka yang pertama melihat corak asliku, setelahmu.

Aku hanya bingung karena aku tak bisa bercerita pada mereka secara langsung lagi tentang ini; atau mendebat lava-lavamu yang telah keluar terpatri. karena aku tak punya buku panduannya untuk meluruskan hatiku tentang ini--maaf.

shit, Maverey's everywhere!

2009-12-25T21:02:00.000+07:00

sekalipun aku tak pernah berharap ia kenal orang itu.
sekalipun aku tak pernah menyangka bahwa ia kenal orang itu.
sekalipun aku tak pernah mau mendengar tentang mereka lagi; walau namanya terasa seperti akasia yang melindungi tupai kecil dari ultraviolet.

aku tahu ia hanya melebihkan namun rasanya lain.
aku tahu sebenarnya mereka tak pernah ada namun rasanya lain.
aku tahu ini tak akan memberi satu dampak pun, namun rasanya lain; setiap sangkut-paut tentangnya; setiap hal yang menyebutkan dirinya.

seperti tak pernah boleh didongengkan--tapi aku hancur didalam.

aku tahu ini tak penting dan ada yang lebih penting, tetapi....ia seperti narkoba lama yang muncul kembali--ya, seperti itu rasanya jika mendengar mereka.

Maverey sangat dekat dengan All-American Rejects--I feel.

2009-12-25T20:51:00.000+07:00

well, actually, I don't know the truly fact is.

bisa saja dia sendiri tak tahu apa-apa tentang band itu, atau cuma sekedar tahu; ataupun hanya tahu satu atau beberapa lagu dan menyukainya--ya, it's just me.

seenaknya saja aku memeberi ia panggilan judul lagu yang sedang kugilai saat itu, Move Along. Memang aku terus-terusan terobsesi padanya, move along to liked him that time, tapi aku tak pernah tahu apakah dia move along pula--ya mungkin untuk seseorang lain yang aku tak tahu. Aku sendiri saja berbohong pada jiwa ini tentang liriknya: "move along, like I know ya do...".

Dan aku ingat bagaimana aku malu-malu memberitahu tentangnya pada ibuku, pada suatu siang di villa kecil kami; saat aku sedang mengumandangkan lagu Fallin' Apart keras-keras dari netbook-ku sementara ibuku sedang mendorong vacuum cleaner di kamar utama. It wasn't easy to tell my mom that I have a new crush; karena pasti tak sepenuhnya ibuku mengerti pada waktu itu juga; karena aku harus menunjukkan kegilaan dan euforia terlebih dulu--menunjukkan secara nyata bahwa aku benar-benar jujur.

Acap kali aku sering menyama-nyamakan ia dengan sang vokalis, that they're bad boys. Tanpa izin, tanpa ucap, aku mengecap semua tentang dirinya dekat dengan mereka; egois sekali.

Mungkin tak ada guna aku menulisnya dalam Breay--ya bisa jadi karena sekarang aku meremehkan kesenangan satu pihak yang berlebihan yang terjadi dulu. I'm not over him but I feel these all things are unecessary and useless.

Dalam pepohonan miliknya sebenarnya telah gugur dedaunannya; walau rantingnya masih kokoh dan tetap cokelat.

LEXINGTON!

2009-12-15T14:52:00.000+07:00

I observazing the musician on Myspace lately... and I just fell in love with a duo on myspace!

They're..... Lexington!

just check out their myspace account, and I bet you'll like them too as I do!
These days, everytime I open the internet, I always open their myspace to hear their songs!
cause looks like they're not very famous and doesn't have anything but Myspace, and I sing their songs without lyrics too.

I can say Lexington is a electro-pop, but more electro than Owl City even though their music looks a bit like Owl City. Their melodies are fun and unique, and the vocal is so sweet. and my fave song of them is Bandit and Don't Let The Door but every songs by them are amazing.

There are just 5 songs in their playlist, Bandit, Don't Let The Door, We Alright, Tempo, and Make It Happen.
I would buy their CD if it's already avalaible or will avalaible.
<33

I HATE late people, I HATE my driver!

2009-12-15T14:27:00.000+07:00

There's someone who so annoyed me these days. He broke my thieve maid record, yea, he's in no.1 list of my hatest people!

He's so often to make me wait.
HELL-O?! MY MOM PAYS YOU EVERY MONTH FOR MAKE ME ALWAYS WAITING, HA?!

Everyday I MUST WAIT 30 MINUTES ON THE SCHOOL, FOR DRIVING ME HOME.
Every Tuesday and Thursday I MUST WAIT 15 MINUTES, FOR DRIVING ME HOME.
Every weekdays I MUST YELL AT EVERYONE AT MY HOUSE, and put every bad curses for him cause HE ALWAYS LATE.

Today I cried BECAUSE OF HIM (I was late to school, imagine this: he arrived at my house at 6.30!) and he didn't say a sorry!
HOW DARE YOU!
YOU'RE THE SHITTEST DRIVER THAT I'VE EVER MET!
really i really mean it.

you're the biggest son of fucking bitch.

The Weirdest Theft Case That I've Ever Heard

2009-11-22T18:08:00.000+07:00

Tyson Ritter, tweeted this shit up:

He tweeted on November 11 2009 and he told that his skateboard has been stolen.
okaaay.

and I just found out this on his YFrog:

yeah, weird huh? the stealer gave Tyson's skateboard back and a note plus a demo CD.
a theft with a sa-weeet mission, I think.
But, does Tyson think that's a sweet mission and returning? hum.

and the note is:

hum....I curious about the myspace address.
is it 'stayrock' ?

fyi, can you see our wedding ring, in his middle finger? HAHAHA LOL

so the camera cell phone prob is still on...

2009-11-22T17:59:00.001+07:00

this morning, I tried the camera again in my cell phone.
It was a very long time to opened it up, so it did finally.

'Camera is on standy'

can't move.
denied when I pressed the buttons.

so I left it up on my wardrobe, left it while I was going to Gramedia Bookstore.

when I came back home --> turned off.
now it's charging, by me.
and it's turning on.

swear god i won't open the camera again...

oh yeaaah right

2009-11-22T17:58:00.002+07:00

so everybody has their own talents, right?

yea i wanna show off my badass talent. make a visit to http://puisipuri.blogspot.com

CAUTIONthat's an indonesian blog so if you wanna got understood the wholething in there, just copy paste my poems into Google Translate.

-thanks.

this saturday hiks :"(

2009-11-21T21:12:00.000+07:00

hi.
it's been forever, huh?

yeah so this saturday afternoon,
in my free time,
I had a 'photoshoot' session with myself.

in the roof.
my lovely vintage roof. <33

lalu...,
pas lagi asik-asik self timer...
tiba-tiba ada angin agak kenceng gitu.
cell phone saya, ditaruh di atas tumpukan keramik gitu..
dan..blukk.
jatuh telungkup.

saya langsung mengejar cell phone malang saya yang udah nemenin tiga tahun sama-sama,
lalu cameranya langsung error, nge-hang gitu.
aku balikkin ke screen awal dan untungnya bisa.
lalu coba pencet menu tapi nggak bisa.
akhirnya matiin.
lalu diidupin lagi.

menunya bisa, tapi music playernya nggak bisa,
lalu pas buka gallery juga nggak bisa.
apalagi cameranya nggak bisa apa-apa.
akhirnya matiin lagi.
idupin lagi.

sumpah pas itu mau nangis banget, soalnya pasti aku akan digantung di loteng kalau ketahuan!
Ibu baru aja ngebetulin cell phone-nya Dimaz adik saya dan dia baru pesen hari jumat (persis kemarin!) :
"dijaga handphone-nya! jangan sampai rusak!"
gitu.
itu tuh freeze times yang gila banget freezingnya (?)

pas diidupin, lega deh.
gallery bisa dibuka,
memory cardnya juga,
lalu music playernya berhasil,
dan aku nge-test sms methia, dan bisa.
aku lega sampai cameranya yang nge-hang abis-abisan lagi.
mau nangis. gimana ini hidup tanpa camera cell phone?!

sampai sekarang camera cell phone-ku masih nggak bisa.

mungkin ini pelajaran gara-gara:
1) udah ngundur zuhur
2) udah ngerengek-rengek camera digital 3 tahun lalu namun jarang dipakai.

Yah,
sampai sekarang saya cuma bisa doa,
dan berharap juga berdoa penuh bahwa Ayah akan nepatin kata-katanya kemarin.

Just try to be positive the most as I can do.

Boys Will Be Boys

2009-11-07T17:51:00.000+07:00

-school.

I went to school with ordinary feeling. With this blue shirt, ; with this red checked ribbon that automatically branded as Elle. I came to school.

1^st Hedgehog

I felt so lazy to going home. I wanted spend my time in school ; my another house. So I just sat, relaxed, and talked about everything with my girlfriends. Until when I passed him, yea him. And one of my girlfriend said that he said like this :

“there she is.”

I just curious what was he mean. That was just me that passed in front of him.

Just curious cause I totally get over him.

2^nd Hedgehog

So I and my friend decided to go home. When I got a ride to home, I saw his friend. And I just knew that he was in the back of his friend. He saw me. Just a second but he did. Deep eyes for a second.

Mother & Daughter Conversation About Cycling

2009-11-01T12:20:00.000+07:00

Daughter: Is it true if we always cycling that we'll have tight calves?

Mother: yep.

Daughter: and the thighs?

Mother: will be super tight too.

Daughter: well, mine....
I think I'm gonna trying so hard to make mine super tight.

Mother: haha, yours already small! Don't worry that much!

Daughter: uhuh...but they're not tight.

Mother: I love your cycling habit, so keep it up and your body will be like Tara on True Blood.

Daughter: whooaaaa! I will be a valorous girl!!! *excited*

____________________________________________________________

I know they're weird.

whoah, I love cycling!

2009-11-01T12:14:00.000+07:00

it became my tradition to cycling for one hour every sunday morning.
could be from 5.30 or 6.30

I always cycling back and forth, and the route usually 1600 metres in one turn.

and...I always wearing headphones switching on my mp3 songs.

and wearing T-shirts and shorts and sneakers.

(okay those are were not so important to tell)

and after that I always have a cup of caffeine drink.

sunday.....it's become a special day now :)) <33

Untouchable

2009-10-29T22:08:00.000+07:00

"Untouchable burning
Brighter than the sun
And when you're close
I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like
A million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

In the middle of the night
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you
By my side
Standing next to me
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven"
-Taylor Swift on Untouchable

Just an FYI

2009-10-29T22:02:00.001+07:00

After I got over you,

Totally got over you,

You came to me ;

Tried made all those cheesy flings.

That didn’t work,

FYI

When the second went into the first,

And the first has thrown away,

On my widest sea

Why the heck did you come over and over again?

I didn’t appreciate that,

FYI

Now seems you are like an issue

A hot issue from the oven

That can’t make my stomach full

That can’t make me smile

That can’t make me look at you again,

Even just a fling.

Too bad for you lost me

Starstrukk-3OH!3 Feat. Katy Perry

2009-10-29T21:59:00.000+07:00

Now I can say I heart 3OH!3 <3

i hate when mascarra leave spots on my eye

2009-10-29T21:56:00.002+07:00

revenge is not always that sweet, fella.

2009-10-29T12:06:00.002+07:00

(just saying)

so tyson did come back

2009-10-29T11:57:00.000+07:00

remember a hashtag that i made in twitter, #ComeBackTyson ?
well it didn't be a trending topic, but the good news is :

tyson did come back to twitter since he had a knee surgery! (and until now he's an active user)

ehm, congrats me?

Top 6 Faces That I'd Like Want To Be & Want To See Everyday

2009-10-23T23:09:00.004+07:00

first- anne hepburn

second- anne hathaway

third- zooey deschanel

fourth- blair waldorf
(aka leighton meester but i way better like her when she's a queen b)

-right

fifth- taylor swift
(i love her when she's not too curly)

sixth- selena gomez

You make me wanna cry again and buy you! (and hating you!)

2009-10-05T23:08:00.000+07:00

oh dika :(

2009-10-05T22:48:00.000+07:00

dika my little youngest the most talkative brother,
i know this is the best way to heal you, little boy.

gotta miss you so much for these few days, though :"(

get well soon my beloved bro ;")

so this is so clear --> we're MEANT to be!

2009-10-05T22:43:00.000+07:00

yea I just recovering from my a week tough illness, and now you can see and you can know that Tyson Ritter just had a knee surgery cause of tumor.
the meaning I'm posting this?
we're meant to be!
(you know we having ill times together at the same time HAHA)

09.23.'09

2009-09-24T18:01:00.001+07:00

yesterday I visited my beloved auntie dewi (how to read: dhe-wee)'s house to
took my grandpa.

It is around Tebet (how to read: te-bhet); and my mom was the one who hoped
could eat on Bebek Ginyo, or a duck restaurant around there, so we didn't eat
on my auntie's house.

but silly me, i was the one who did eat my lunch on my auntie's house. rofl

I didn't want to took no benefits, so I kept going; kept ordered (or taking,
cause it's a buffet) foods.

and I kept ordered a pretty heavy drink.

yea I was ordered juice mix yogurt.

but that time the restaurant was really fucking annoying like the hell,
cause the avocado (my fave one) or even strawberry were out of stock.

I was like freaked out; 'what the hell do this restaurant offer me?! what
the heck i supposed to drink?!'

because of me, the one who kept silly that day and still didn't want to lose
my benefits; I ordered guava juice with yogurt.

even I tried that one on Cimory and the taste was really horrible.

whoah.

I could ate all of my dishes that time, but I felt really really nauseous.

I felt I couldn't walk again; hung on again; and I felt : silly.

after that my mom asked me for taking a window shopping around there; and
our first place that we saw is: Bloop.

my comment of Bloop?

horrible collections!

They just offered many fucking ugly T-Shirts with various colors and
patterns, boooooriiing.

and for the girl clothes --> really really really fucking
"trendless" clothes!

Forever 21 is sooooo much better!

I and my mom just hung around there for 15 minutes, then went out from that
hell.

so confusing why was that place was really crowded.

after that I really not interested anymore with Urbie; the Bloop & Endorse
branch, it placed in Jatiwaringin, not so far from my home.

oh yeah if you wanna see their collections, just go to
http://bloopendorse.com

idk what the shits will you say bout them (character assassination lmao)

after that we went to another 2 stores but I forgot what were their names.

and on the last store, I felt soo trapped like da hell!

There was that cutie pink zipper tube dress, looks like this zipper tube
dress, but that was a bright pink dress and had straps in its edges.

taken from http://themilkyland.blogspot.com

It was really hard to let it go hung on its hanger and put
it back into its place :""(

I kept saying to myself that I need this month are:

+ short pants from here

+ high heeled boots from here

+ leather jacket from here

until I found a red jeans short pants downstairs, on the third store <33

ok I bought it.

so the list have checked once.

haha

thank god I've got many thr(s) on last eid mubarak

09.22.'09

2009-09-24T14:38:00.001+07:00

I promised you to tell my day after eid mubarak, last tuesday.

...:

that was a nice monthly treatment day!
cause I've been missing the nail buffers, creambath cream, and a few massages!
We made it yaay! (fyi we=my mom & me)

my mom was wanted a spa too, but she had to did a monthly-house-needs-shopping on the morning, so we went to the salon about at 4 pm, and it wasn't took enough time if we took that treatment.

--pedicure

the girl who did a pedicure for me, tried to built a conversation but me; just a 13 years old girl that doesn't wanna make any chats, cause there were many fashion magazines that i must read. (free new magazines, who doesn't like them?!)

pedicure girl : "just went here alone?"

me: "nope, with my mom."

(and my mind automatically thought --> that if I go to salon alone, it would be pretty cool)

pedicure girl: "where's she?"

me: "the woman that having a reflection massages."

pedicure girl: "oh, that one."
(the tone was as the words "deserve it")

***

pedicure girl : "you wanna got shorten or trimming?"

(what the heck did she asking me that way, she supposed to say : 'what shape do you want; oval, square or just wanna got shorten?')

me: "shorten, please."

pedicure girl: "you know you must cut the edge of the end of your nails; they're really look bad now"

(what the fuck?! she's insulted me?!)

me:" .............yea."

pedicure girl: "your pinky finger is getting so dark...oh gosh..."

(what the hell?! that's the second times she insulted me!!)

me: "..........................................................uhuh."

pedicure girl: "often to wearing shoes, huh?"

me:"...................................................i think so..................................."

***

pedicure girl: "you often doing pedicure and manicure, huh?"

me: "yea, monthly."

pedicure girl: "cause they're look have been shaped..good"
(yea, so you MUST shaped my nails!!)

***

pedicure girl: "before this, they were oval, right?"
(so you've seen them!!!)

me: "yup"

pedicure girl: "i'll shaped them oval again.."
(Finally!!!! you've read my mind!!!)

me: "okay"

****

after that she's quite like a statue, maybe respected me that read magazines.
you see, with me she's a very sly insulter; but with my mom, she's really such a lovely girl!
she's telling everything to my mom.
and I thought this thing is pretty funny, cause my mom was the one who started the conversation.

****

There were a really strange moment when I went home.

--when we were almost reached home, a few metres from my house, there were many teenager boys (i guess they were high school ages boys) hung around on my neighborhood street. when I passed them by, they were became a really quite. and when I was a few steps away from them, they became really noisy again.

WTF?!
What did they think I am?
a Frankenstein?!

here it is

2009-09-24T13:51:00.000+07:00

yup, breay totally happy now, cause everything's done here. hehe
oh and i added a "random great blogs" section on your right...you can check it now..
The blogs i added are my new followers on twitter's blogs and another nice blogs that i've found from blogs of notes.
so it'll changing weekly or daily...umm dunno though.

yea. just it from us the holiday happy bees (gosh, i use those words almost in 3 posts!)

--...--

2009-09-24T02:24:00.000+07:00

so, my widgets finally saved, and breay could smiling again, i see her does ;D

maybe it's not a really "new" but at least i feeling so relief rite now.
:D
*pleasant feelings*

oh yeah, bout the links.
i'll doing that section tomorrow, after i did my "observation"
yea maybe i wanna add more links up.

and tomorrow i can't wait to type my stories!
for my life around sept 22 & sept 23 ;)
and maybe....i'll do another blog project.
wait them up!
(I typed that like i DO have readers HAHAHA)
(nope i dont think so lmao)

sooooo happy go lucky all!
happy bees still smiling here! (even on my sleep)

-...-

2009-09-23T22:58:00.000+07:00

ok, all of my widgets will gone for a little awhile.
it's because i expected "something new" for Breay and I screw it up.

I still expecting that "something new" so I just turn around, wore this old skin, before i changed it again.

still dunno though :(

oh yeah, quick post;
if you wanna know the improvement of my Desperado times, i tell you--they have gone.
girls always be so happy after a shopping spree time, right? so do I. haha

so, au revoir, and sorry;
puri & breay
*happy bees*

Desperado

2009-09-23T20:27:00.000+07:00

I've known the new word! It's Desperado. My cousin made it as a different word of Desperate, but I dunno if that word is really exist. So I checked the Google Translator, and I found that Desperado is a Romanian word. But it couldn't change into english. It's still Desperado.

Now I think that I'm a Desperado girl... --"
*very sad background music starts playing*

You know just a Desperado girl that tweeted to her idols like these:

and a normal girl wouldn't tattooed herself with colored markers.
or cried without reasons when listening Matters Of The Heart by Tyson Ritter.

So now I'm a Desperado girl..

Looking Forward For Tattoos

2009-09-21T21:11:00.000+07:00

*yesterday, a conversation between my mum and me*

me : "hey i think it's cute if i have a tattoo, maybe in the edge of the stomach or in the top at the back of thigh or maybe at the front of thigh. what do you think?"

mom : "no. no, you can't."

me : "a little tattoo, it's cute i think, mom."

mom : "hey, beware with the thing do you talking of!! Dont you dare young lady!"

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yea, my mom doesn't allowed me to have a tattoo.
But I'm serious here and I want get one, two, or three (on the each location that i mentioned) of it.

(You know i'm still 13 and tattoo in indonesia is a very sensitive art)

Tattoo is my new obsession.

Swing Swing

2009-09-21T21:01:00.000+07:00

the all american rejects

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Bury me
(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away)

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Saya Mempunyai Hak Untuk Memperjuangkan Hak Saya!

2009-09-21T02:27:00.000+07:00

so here it comes.
Eid Mubarak.
Idul Fitri, that's Indonesian people called that.

So I've waiting this for long for new expensive clothes *evil laughs*

kan ayahku sakit, jadi aku sama ibuku lalu sama 2 orang anak cowok yang diakui adik-adik saya, minta sepupu ibuku yang masih kuliah biar jemput, buat nganter ke rumah nenek uyutku :) i call him Om Aldi.
Pas dia nyampe, duduk bentar, becanda sama adik saya yang paling kecil dan cerewet a.k.a. Dika, lalu kontan dia bilang gini dengan suara tulus (=ditulus-tuluskan):

"Kok Dea nggak pake baju muslim sih?"

I was like, What The Hell Did You Asking Me That Question, Aku Udah Nggak Pake Baju Muslim Pas Lebaran Sejak Aku Kelas 5 SD! (that's why saya kebingungan kalau disuruh pakai baju muslim)

aku bingung banget mau jawab apa.
lalu ibuku nyela:
"aah..Dea kan dewasa. Udah biasa dia dari dulu nggak mau pake baju begituan"

FYI, saya hanya pakai blouse sleeveless spaghetti straps. Bagian dadanya knits gitu, lalu bawahnya rada megar draping gitu, ada bordirnya sedikit lalu sedikit bling flings juga.
dan saya pakai jeans ya, yaaa sebenernya tadinya nggak mau pakai juga orang blouse-nya cuma sepaha, tapi dipaksa ibu saya..jadinya ya sudahlah.
lalu saya pakai scarf buat nutupin shoulders ya, soalnya itu sleeveless hehe (a.k.a. cuma mau nampangin scarf baru)

and FYI, ibuku juga nggak pakai baju muslim.
aku lucu banget sih sama ini, jadi tuh ibuku pakai blouse yang lengannya lebar gitu, lalu ada motif-motif tuniknya gitu di pinggir. Itu tuh aku mikir kayak cowboy HAHAHA

jadi di jalan saya, ibu saya, dan om aldi itu berbincangnya tentang fashion --"
sebenernya apa yang dia katakan semua di mobil itu apa banget tapi saya ladenin aja hehe

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lalu pas pulangnya kan aku nebeng sama kakek dan nenekku dari ibuku, i call them: antan (grandpa) & uchi (grandma) !

uchi : "ooh jadi ini nih baju lebarannya?"

aku: "iya!" *muka super gembira*

uchi: "berapa nih bajunya?"

aku: "hum....IDR 300 thousands, tapi diskon jadi berapa ya......hum...sekitar IDR 218 thousands lahh.."

uchi: "gila! kok mahal sih!"

(aduh sumpah aku mau ngomong apa soalnya masih ada baju yang lebih lebih mahal lagi dan ingin saya beli HAHA)

ibuku: "itu branded ma... apa merknya dea?"

aku: "biasa aja kok, cuma panelli."

ibuku: "jeansnya juga tuh, guess ma..."

aku: "ih ibu FO itu kan nggak jamin keasliannya. paling kw-an nih."

ibuku: "tuh, ma, jepitannya aja tuh, IDR 45 thousands."

uchi: "IH!"

aku: "ini handmade.."

uchi : "kita itu nggak boleh kecanduan sama barang branded, boleh beli, tapi jangan terus-terusan" *mukanya nggak enak abis, muka guru nasihatin oh gooosh*

aku : *inside of my heart* "gimana bisa maju kalau nggak beli yang branded ?!"

uchi : "uchi tuh sering ngeliat...anak-anak muda centil-centil banget dandanannya ya allah..uchi tuh harep 'jangan jadiin cucu gua centil' "

aku: *ter.....ter.....pokoknya felt awkward!* "dimana chi?"

uchi : "di angkot, di jalan..., dimana-mana.."

lalu aku liat ibuku senyum-senyum ya allah, jahat sekali mereka

aku : "oh." *nggak ngarep kata balesan lagi*

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nggak berapa lama di rumah kan tanteku dateng tuh. aku belum ganti baju. masih pake aksesoris lengkap keliling tadi hoho

lalu tanteku ngelirik-lirik gelang rotanku.

tanteku: "apaan nih?"

aku: "gelang rotan" * =D*

tanteku: "ih apacoba."

aku: "iiiih, ini lumayan tau."

tanteku: "emang beli berapa?"

aku: "3 IDR 120 thousands."

tanteku: "ih! kok mahal sih!"

aku: "ini kan rotan asliiiiiii mbaaaak dewiiiiiiii"

tanteku: "sofaku aja ya rotan asli, gede tuh, cuma IDR 1 million! lah ini kecil segitu!"

aku: "ah terserah, tapi lucu deh, di toko itu, ada gelang rotan palsu sama rotan asli, dan harganya beda jauh, yang palsu cuma IDR 10 thousands satu, dan yang asli IDR 40 thousands satu. haha"

tanteku: "alah mendingan beli yang palsu!"

(aku mikir dia nggak liat sih gimana horriblenya gelang rotan palsu itu)

ibuku : *nyela* "liat tuh Wi, jepitannya aja IDR 45 thousands!"

tanteku: "ih apaan nih cuma ginian doang!"

aku: "aaah dasar ibu-ibu kalian! Ini handmade!"(jangan heran kita sering bacot membacot bertiga)

tanteku: "dasar abg"

(padahal jelas-jelas tanteku itu dulu juga ngejar branded stuffs! sebagai pewaris bajunya, saya cukup senang dengan itu sih HAHA)

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kesimpulannya?
hum....kok shock sih? (apacobaaaaaaaaaa)

September 20th Morning

2009-09-21T01:25:00.000+07:00

...
gara-gara ibuku lagi halangan dan ayahku lagi sakit, lalu adik-adik kecil resek yang nggak mau salat ied, aku terpaksa salat sendiri. kinda lazy though, but...what else can i do?

yaa..jadinya saya berangkat sendiri, dan tadi aku bawa koran lumayan banyak, jadi banyak yang mintain.(a.k.a orang itu belum sempat beli koran persiapan HAHA)
gila aja, aku dateng jam setengah 7, aku dapet barisan nomor 2!
yaudah saya minggir-minggir aja biar cepet pulang.

lalu masa ada yang nggak penting banget deh:
sesi pembacaan biografi imam!
that session wasn't available last year, so I just thought that's pretty awkward to heard.
lagian....who cares sih si imam itu kuliah dimana jurusan apa sekarang gelarnya apa?! lalu who wants to know kalau imamnya lahir di Palu?!
It's just unimportant dude!!

Lalu ada hal yang aku sebel sama imam yang itu:
ceramahnya!

ya allah ya rabbi ceramahnya SARA banget astafirugllah.
Ini yang buat aku stay on the seat, selain ada tukang balon di belakang saya dan abangnya udah dikerumunin fans anak-anak dan ibu-bu gitu. it's just a crowded place, trust me.susah lewat tau gak!
lalu juga tadi kayaknya ada bapak-bapak yang telat gitu jadi salatnya di belakang, sebelah minggir-minggir dari barisan cewek gitu. gila pas udah berencana pulang aku bilang damn shit berkali-kali (apacoba)

--oke balik sama ceramah imam yang SARA itu!

pas awal-awal, dia "menyarakan" orang-orang yang bekerja terlalu keras lalu lupa ibadah gitu. sebenarnya ini sah-sah aja kalau mau nyindir tapi jangan terang-terangan ngejek dong!
lalu dia "menyarakan" beberapa jenis orang lagi, tapi aku nggak begitu ingat (atau peduli) soalnya my mind was floating everywhere
nah, belakang-belakangnya tuh, SARA-nya nggak ngira-ngira!
dia ngejek orang barat!
ya ampuun itu berlebihan banget, dari bilang orang barat lebih mengutamakan uang daripada spiritualitas, orang barat sering menghina dan menzalimi orang muslim, lalu dia ngejek-ngejek pengetahuan americans, yang dia akui : payah.

nih aku kutip deh doanya mumpung masih inget:

"...Ya Allah, hancurkan orang-orang barat yang menzalimi saudara-saudara kami di manapun, baik di Palestina, Irak, Afghanistan, dan berbagai tenmpat lain; hancurkan mereka dari segala penjuru Ya Allah; dengan keajaiban kebajikanmu untuk menlumpuhkan dan menghancurkan mereka..."

lalu pas sampai rumah, aku cerita kan ke ibuku soal si imam SARA itu, kata ibuku:

"ooh iya? dea sebel banget dong...haha"

she knows it.

and i said this :

"yeah, kinda pisses me off tau gak!"

lalu mamaku nanya apa itu pisses me off HAHA

--oh ya ngomong-ngomong aku lagi mikir ini nih pas imamnya asyik ceramah:
Tyson Ritter Salat Ied Lalu Warga Pada Heboh

Replies di Twitter Membuat Anda...

2009-09-21T00:51:00.000+07:00

1) berbohong.
Anda bilang website yang teman anda kasih di reply-nya untuk anda, pretty cool. Padahal website tersebut pretty lame.

2)Dipengaruhi
Teman di Twitter anda mungkin banyak yang fanatik dengan band-band aneh, lalu jika anda telah berteman cukup dekat dengannya--anda akan dihujani langganan link video band fave mereka

(that time, temenku ngasih link video, nama band-nya Fall From Grace dan lagunya apa gituu lupa saya. Tadinya saya cuma berniat mau ngecek. Dan pada saat itu saya lagi pakai headset, kontan telinga saya langsung sakit karena ternyata band itu adalah band heavy metal gitu, dan aku nggak ngerti sama sekali lagunya. Liriknya super duper nggak jelas.)

3) Diajak Ngomong Bahasa Asing
Kalau teman-teman twitter anda sudah mencapai ke semua penjuru daratan bumi, anda pasti akan sering menerima bahasa-bahasa khas yang asing. Misalnya Indico (terima kasih dalam portugis) dsb.

(saya pernah menerima reply dari a french, dia ngajak saya ngomong pakai bahasa french gara-gara dia sudah melihat blog ini dan ada bahasa-bahasa french gitu (padahal saya cuma copy paste dari google translator).
Alhasil sekarang saya ngomong sama orang itu pakai bantuan google translator, yaaa although lagi belajar dikit-dikit juga french language :) manalagi saya bohong dikit lagi sama orang itu, aku bilang, aku bisa french sedikit. HAHA)

4) Sok Tau!
Ini gampang sekali terjadi kalau ada udah dapet tons of replies everyday.

e.g. contek pengalaman saya yang embarassing abis:

Jadi ceritanya saya udah punya teman dari Pakistan. Waah rasanya seneng banget, dapet saudara muslim di hari Ramadan pula. Berkah! haha. lalu, pas lebaran udah mau dekat, karena saya udah kehabisan topik, jadi saya tweeted gini aja:

"so Idul Fitri getting near, huh?"

---
2 hari berlalu dan dia belum balas-balas juga dan saya rasa itu sesuatu yang tumben. (a.k.a. ngarep lmao)

---

Lalu pas malam takbiran pas lagi mijitin ibu saya (dipaksa tuh HAHA), aku nonton MTV Asia aja kan, lumayan waktu itu lagi MTV Hits haha. Lalu di bawah logo MTV ada tulisan gitu muncul: "Eid Mubarak!"

aku bingung kan. apaaaa lagii tuh aneh banget. lalu aku tanya ke ibuku. and she said:

"itu tuh bahasa arabnya idul fitri."

*pijatan berhenti
**ketawa mendadak
***ibuku bingung

lalu aku ceritain aja kan yang aku tweeted sama orang Pakistan itu. Ibuku bilang itu silly banget HAHAHAHA
--pantesan dia nggak bales-bales ROFL

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I'll add more lists.
Cause I just pick those up from my real Twitter life haha.
okay see ya

Tyson Ritter Mentioned Indonesia

2009-09-21T00:26:00.000+07:00

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I didn't see this video on his Kyte on that moment so I just kinda freaked out.
yeaa you know that time's still august 12th..

"What the fuck am I do there?"
--meet your girlfriend, Puri Dewayani (and I knew you felt SO regretful to didn't see me that time)

Tyson Ritter For Penguin Fall 2009

2009-09-21T00:23:00.001+07:00

Retweets Changed My Life (On Twitter)

2009-09-19T01:16:00.000+07:00

once you've got an RT, someone that mentioned, maybe RT that too.
and until you've got tons of RTs, until your reply column is damn full, or more than full.

--that's happening to me right now.

really, i'm so happy. way over too happy. hyper. psycho. bleeh
y'know, now my followers can raised up 20 on an hour, and it's really really a big step for me. in twitter.
and i can got over than 100 replies in one night, and beacuse of that I should check my replies column on web too, cause my tweetdeck a.k.a Earl cannot accommodate all of them strongly.
then, from RTs, i've got so damn much friends.
from aussie to us. and I think I've got them all in every continents.
great twitfam worldwide, I knew.

but..my times wasted. many times wasted in front of my laptop a.k.a T-Rex.
I often to go to bed so damn late.
and I always got the f---ing tired fingers.

(I really dunno why the hell I thought these twitter things are my duties)

it's been so damn crazy.
way too crazy.
way too good.

***
okay just wanna share a little this craziness to you.

***

so i found this:

http://topfollowfriday.com

It counts the toppers twitterer that has new followers and mentions.

It's really cool. --well, if your username is the one of 100 top twitterer

You should check this out, and check your username too!

***

So this is the little surprising thing.

when i checked the 100 toppers of twitterer, I found many of twitterer that RT me,

and i was just like, "whoa, didn't expect this."

y'know what I mean?

--I'm in the way start of the twitterer toppers HAHA

Tyson Ritter At VMA's

2009-09-19T00:47:00.000+07:00

At Red Carpet

Walking Happily...at the Backstage

so how was the juice, Ty? --at Press Room

come on Ty...dont be that mean to Nick A.K.A AlayAAR HAHAHA

rapides nouvelles

2009-09-19T00:38:00.002+07:00

J'ai désactivé la section des commentaires.
Je n'ouvre pas la démocratie ici ... à nouveau.

Calle Ocho

2009-09-19T00:36:00.000+07:00

I just figured out that Pitbull is a pretty cool singer and this is pretty good song too.
Enjoy.

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Haha
Its Mr. 305 checkin' in for the remix,
you know that S 75 Street Brazil?
Well this year gon be called Calle Ocho,
Hahahaha

Que ola cata, Que ola omega
and this how we gon do it

Dale,
one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

(Hahaha)
one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere si Rumba (Como?)

Si e' verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top uh,
Pit got it locked from brews to the locker,
All I.P uh, big and packer,
That he's not, but damn he's hot,
label fly but Pit wont stop,
got her in the car, quit playin' with his (Como?)
watch him make a movie like Alba Hitch Hock, ha Enjoy Me

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)
Calle Ocho lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/51050-Calle-Ocho~Pitbull.html

[Verse 2]:

Mami got an ass like a donkey, with a monkey,
look like King Kong, welcome to the crib,
305 thats what it is,
with a woman down ya s*** dont play games,
they up the chain, and they let her do everythang and anythang, hit tha thang
and they love it gettin' it in, gettin' on,
all night long (Dale)

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

[Verse 3]:

Baby you can get it, if you win it we can play,
baby I got cribs, I got condos we can stay,
even got a king size matress we can lay,
baby I dont care, I dont care, what they say

[Chorus]:

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Bring The Sexy Back!

2009-09-19T00:30:00.000+07:00

Tyson Ritter for Y-3 on New York Fashion Week 2009

I'm NOT proud as an Indonesian

2009-09-17T20:28:00.000+07:00

okay this is a very rude post, but attempting Tyson Ritter : "everybody has their rude moments." ; so I thought I better to post this than I got sick of "love your nationality" things.

I didn't and don't hope to be an Indonesian.
I didn't and don't want to live in Indonesia actually.
I just born from an Indonesian parents that live here, and I don't wanna stuck in here forever.
Honestly this place is like the hell for me, nothing good here except my family.

Reason #1:
Who's stand with all of our environment huh?
You know that makes me sicker than before is : Indonesia grows worse than every countries else. In every single categories, I think.

(now I think these reasons are personally came from me)

Reason #2:
Who's stand Indonesian music?
You stand a horrible music that plays all along in radio and TV?
And that I couldn't believe is --> they are have fans!
okay, maybe you say there's a few bands that go-international things, but i know you've known they're not that great!

Those bands and singers just make pop musics, and the rock bands, they are...pathetic. all of Indonesian musicians, actually.

Reason #3:
Who's stand Indonesian brands?
They just producing very lame things.
You see Indonesian shoes brands, right? and their stuffs disgust me! (and I know you do feel that way too)
and do you see Jakarta Fashion Week? that's not as great as NY's.

Reason #4:
Who's stand Indonesian currency? IDR?!
It's so low!
Things from US or Paris could be so fucking expensive here! (okay I'm talking about fashion things)

Reason #5:
Who's stand Indonesian Filming Industry? and the TV programs?
(now you think yourself, I'm tired with reason HAHA)

and don't forget:
-You can't see a few videos on the internet cause of your region!
-You can't see your fave band from america or from europe perform live in here soon cause of your region!
-You can't get brandies stuffs so quickly here.
-You do see things are getting worse here. Folks, tourism on here...yeah. like all.

and caution: I don't ask you to be an Indonesia hater.
(I'm not really an Indonesia hater actually, I just very sick of this country)

okaaay
so I think you've got my point. byee

Tyson Ritter Walking A Dog:

2009-09-17T19:35:00.001+07:00

A Rock Band Looks Really Awkward With Officials

2009-09-17T18:58:00.000+07:00

A Cool Fitting Day:

2009-09-17T18:56:00.001+07:00

Ty: "I DONT EAT PORK!"

2009-09-17T18:55:00.002+07:00

This Is Why He Became A Ritter Glitter!

2009-09-17T18:52:00.000+07:00

September 13, 2009

Tyson Ritter's Pre-VMA Guy Glitter

Forget guy liner: At Alexander Wang’s spring 2010 show yesterday, TheAll-American Rejects’ Tyson Ritter—who's in NYC for tonight's MTV VideoMusic Awards—walked in wearing eye glitter along his lower lash line.“It’s weird, this one night I was dancing in Germany and some girlpoured a bag of glitter on me so I woke up the next day and was like,‘Well, I gotta start doing this now. It’s just gorgeous!’”laughs the singer, who says he’s not particular when it comes tobrands. “I don’t even know what it’s called,” he says of his glitter dujour. “Some makeup lady in Australia gave it to me because she said Iwas going to mess my eyes up wearing real glitter on them. So I waslike, ‘Okay, what do you have?’ And she said, ‘Check this out,’ and Ifell in love. It was serendipity!”
—Emily Hebert

Posted at 08:56 PM in BEAUTY INTELLIGENCE | Permalink

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I've got that from here.

:))

Tyson Ritter Got In New York Fashion Show!

2009-09-17T18:48:00.000+07:00

Yea! my babe (ok, you should get used of this. My babe = Tyson = my boyfriend HAHA) walked in again on runway stage last 13th September for an amazing New York Fashion Week.

He walked for Y-3 Spring 2010 and Alexander Wang Spring 2010.

I know, how cool he was!

too bad i can't get the video but I've got photos! for Breay!

I know, I know girls, he's soooo way too adorable!! *dies*

Tom Everett Scott !!

2009-09-14T23:55:00.001+07:00

yea, after you read the Jason things on my last post, it's time to post....

Tom Everett Scott!!!

a totally hottie that burnin my eyes rite now hahaha

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so just pick the Wikipedia's texts about his biography!

Thomas Everett Scott (born September 7, 1970) is an American actor. He is perhaps best known for his starring role as drummer Guy Patterson in the 1996 movie That Thing You Do!.
Scott was born in East Bridgewater, Massachusetts to an insurance salesperson mother, Cindy, and a civil engineer father, Bill.^[1] He attended Syracuse University.
Scott's first notable role was on the sitcom Grace Under Fire;he played the title character's out of wedlock son, whom she had givenup for adoption. After several seasons on the show in a recurring role,Scott landed the role in That Thing You Do!. He was almost passed over because of his resemblance to the movie's director, actor Tom Hanks, but Hanks' wife Rita Wilson encouraged Hanks to cast Scott in the role of Guy.^[2]
Scott has also had several other notable roles; he was the lead in the 1998 film Dead Man On Campus as well as An American Werewolf in Paris. Scott also had a recurring role on the television series ER, and has played numerous minor parts in other films and television shows. In the summer of 2006, he starred in Saved, a hit dramatic program on the TNT cable network.
Scott appeared on Broadway as the closeted film star Mitchell Green in Douglas Carter Beane's comedy, The Little Dog Laughed, as well as Zip in the off-Broadway play The Country Club. His most recent film appearance is as one of Mandy Moore's boyfriends in the 2007 comedy Because I Said So.
Recently, Everett Scott appeared in three episodes of Law & Order playing Governor of New York Don Shalvoy. Scott also starred as Jack Cutting on the cancelled ABC drama Cashmere Mafia, which debuted on January 6, 2008. He plays Lucy Liu's fiance, an advertising executive, who is in constant competition with her character, Mia Mason.

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and his filmographyyyyy

Southland (2009) - as Detective Russell Clarke
Race To Witch Mountain (2009) - as Matheson
Law & Order (2008) (TV) - as Governor Shalvoy
Sons of Anarchy (2008) (TV)- as Samcro's Defense Attourney
Cashmere Mafia (2008) (TV) - as Jack Cutting
Because I Said So (2007) - as Jason
Air Buddies (2006) - as Air Bud
Saved (2006) (TV) - as Wyatt Cole
Surrender, Dorothy (2005) (TV) - as Adam
Sexual Life (2005) - as Todd
Justice League Unlimited (2005) (TV) - as Booster Gold
Batman: The Brave and the Bold (2009) (TV) - as Booster Gold
Karroll's Christmas (2004) (TV) - as Allen Karroll
Call of Duty: Finest Hour (2004) (VG) (voice)
ER (2003) (TV) - as Eric Wyczenski
Do Over (2002) TV Series (voice) (uncredited) - as Joel (at 34 years)
Van Wilder (2002) (uncredited) - as Elliot Grebb
Philly (2001) TV Series - as Will Froman
The $treet (2000) TV Series - as Jack T. Kenderson
The Rules of Attraction (2000) - as Garrett
Boiler Room (2000) - as Michael Brantley
Top of the Food Chain (1999) - as Guy Fawkes, Sandy's Bro
Inherit the Wind (1999) (TV) - as Bertram Cates
The Love Letter (1999) - as Johnny
River Red (1998) - as Dave Holden
One True Thing (1998) - as Brian Gulden
Dead Man on Campus (1998) - as Josh Miller
An American Werewolf in Paris (1997) - as Andy McDermott
One Dog Day (1997)
That Thing You Do! (1996) - as Guy Patterson
Grace Under Fire (1994) - as Matthew

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I'm so damn sure these are will burn your eyes too!!

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whoa, enough.

I should call 911 cause I've got fire burning on ~~the dance floor~~ my eyes, sorry hehe

love ya, tom! >_<

PS. he's married.

to someone named Jenni Gallagher. a lucky woman. =_=

ok byeee

Because I Said So

2009-09-14T23:43:00.000+07:00

Quick Synopsis:
"Daphne Wilder (DIANE KEATON, Something's Gotta Give, The Family Stone,The Godfather trilogy) is a mother whose love knows no bounds orboundaries. As a single parent, she has raised three fantastic girls --klutzy, adorable Milly (MANDY MOORE, A Walk to Remember, Saved!,upcoming License to Wed), stable psychologist Maggie (LAUREN GRAHAM,television's Gilmore Girls, upcoming Evan Almighty) and sexy andirreverent Mae (PIPER PERABO, The Prestige, Coyote Ugly) -- to becomethe kind of women any mom would die to have.

The only problem is...they're just about ready to strangle her.

In a comedy that explores when it's finally time to cut the apronstrings, director MICHAEL LEHMANN (The Truth About Cats & Dogs, 40Days and 40 Nights, Heathers) brings four powerhouse actresses togetherin one film -- Because I Said So.

In order to prevent her youngest, Milly, from making the same romanticmistakes she did, Daphne decides to set her up with the perfect man.The one thing Daphne decides not to tell Milly, however, is that sheplaced an ad in the online personals to find him. If anyone knowsexactly what her daughter does and doesn't need out of a long-termrelationship (or clothes or her career), it's Daphne. Comic mayhemunfolds as the well-intended mom continues to do the wrong thing forthe right reasons...all in the name of love for her beloved daughter.

Is the man of Daphne's (erm, Milly's) dreams the responsible architectJason (TOM EVERETT SCOTT, television's Saved, One True Thing), or is hethe free-spirited rocker Johnny (GABRIEL MACHT, The Good Shepherd, TheRecruit)? Daphne will continue to push, cajole, suggest and nudge herway into Milly's smallest of decisions until she rights the wrongs ofher own life choices or drives her girls nuts.

But once Johnny's own father, Joe (STEPHEN COLLINS, Blood Diamond,television's 7th Heaven), catches a buried spark within Daphne, thingsreally start to heat up for the Wilder matriarch. Finally lettingherself begin to fall, Daphne begins to wonder if she is just pushingher girls as a way of ignoring her own issues.

In a hilarious battle of strong wills, the mother-daughter dynamic istested in all its fierce, wacky complexity. Now, the girls will trytheir best to help Daphne finally discover the truths andimpossibilities of motherly love...all while trying to answer thequestions: where does it begin and where should it end?"

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You must watch this! haha
really, it's like a comedy and very romantic movie! I love it so damn much!
I watched it twice actually, and wanna wanna watch it again! ok, maybe I should buy the DVD.
FYI, I watched it from Star Movies hehe

I always love romantic movies! maybe as you do, too.
really really suggested to watch. ;)

but.....I was a little upset cause Milly didn't pick Jason (spoilers!!)...
yea, Jason is a very cute guy there! I mean, Tom Everett Scott is such a hottie there!!
wanna see him on the movie? okaaaaay (was I ask you to show you? haha)

see? you girls wanna reject that cutie pie?!
heck no!
hahaha that just a movie, anyway ;p

rating: 3 stars!!

The Women

2009-09-14T23:23:00.000+07:00

Quick Synopsis :

"THE WOMEN is a smart, sparkling comedy aboutcontemporary womanhood and the power of female relationships. It whisksus into a busy pocket of Manhattan society, where the publishing,fashion and finance industries play. At the center of the tale isRyan’s character, Mary Haines, a thoroughly modern woman suddenlyconfronted with an age-old dilemma: a cheating husband. The ladies inher life swiftly rally to Mary’s side, led by her best friend, SylvieFowler, a dynamic magazine editor played by Bening. But when Sylviebetrays Mary in a Faustian bargain, the entire group is shaken to thecore – and two women face the most painful breakup of all - theirfriendship. "

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Saw it on Star Movies yesterday night.

a smart movie, for a clever human beings too (haha apacoba)...

contains a deep love of relationship and best friend relationship.

I wonder it's gonna be so nice if ya watch it together with your best friends...

Rating: one and a half star!

The Hottie and The Nottie

2009-09-14T23:16:00.000+07:00

Quick synopsis from Movie News :

"THE HOTTIE AND THE NOTTIE is a comedy about opening your heart andclosing your eyes. NATE COOPER (Joel David Moore) has been smitten withCRISTABEL ABBOTT (Paris Hilton) since he first laid eyes on her at theimpressionable age of six. But before he could try and snuggle up toher at nap time, or maybe send her a valentine, his family moved away.In the intervening years there have been other women in Nate's life,but none who could measure up to Cristabel. Convinced she's the onlygirl for him, Nate decides to move back to L.A. and track her down.

Thegood news: she's still single and stunning. The bad news: there's areason she's still single. Cristabel's still best friends with the sameless fortunate little girl Nate remembers from first grade, JUNE PHIGG(Christine Lakin). The two are inseparable. They live together. They goto yoga together. They would even go on double dates together...if onlyJune could get a date. Cristabel simply refuses to leave dear June homealone.

Determined to spend as much time as possible withCristabel, Nate sets out to find a boyfriend for June. Even when hepays them, however, guys all flee at the sight of her. Then it hitshim: June needs a makeover. As Nate and June become friends she emergesfrom her cocoon, and Nate slowly realizes that the girl of his dreamsisn't the hottie at all. It's the nottie -- who turns out to besomething of a hottie herself."

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actually I watched it last week, but I wanna tell this one to Breay :))

well, a pretty strange movie.

If you just wanna laugh without a reason, without wanna thinking the story, so go ahead watch this.

It's a pretty quick plot, and....yea. just for laugh only. ha. ha.

Rating: a half star (from 5 stars)

sorry sorry sorry

2009-09-14T23:07:00.000+07:00

ahh why are you always been forgotten? like, again and again?!

so really really sorry!!

I should give you a name!

..........

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breay?

how's that?

yeaaaps you're breay from now on!!

loved today

2009-09-09T00:01:00.000+07:00

idk what i wanna post to.
but i loved today cause:

-i love my granpa when he was pretending to be a ghost and scaried my bros
-i love when someone's face on the past is really looks like me..
-i love....food. many food. yea with it you can eat then you will felt really bloated.
-i love chocolate bars. Twix is not bad, but Milky way is kinda my fave now.

yea, so i love today.

2009-09-08T23:53:00.000+07:00

cieee serial daters....congrats terus ya selalu mempelajari dan mendalami juga menghayati lagu If You Can Afford Me dari Katy Perry...
keren deh cara kalian "mengamalkannya"..

so ya understand, rite?

2009-09-08T22:28:00.000+07:00

in my last post, i mean to post these things:

I was matcmaking the All-American Rejects personels with some asian actresses.

Chris Gaylor, that drummer that i hate (HAHA) --> Sandra Oh, that player on Grey's Anatomy
(once again, HAHAHAHA)

Mike Kennerty, the one that i'm not really like but he seems so friendly --> Lucy Liu
(aku cari yang muka hasyongnya kental LMAO)

Nick Wheeler, the second cutie on the group --> Zhang Ziyi
(not bad, huh, nick? cause I like her when she was on The Memoirs Of a Geisha)

So the main personel on this band, my hubby Tyson Ritter --> Tata Young, that Thai great singer.
(tapi kalau Ty nggak mau saya siap sedia menggantikan kok hoho)

The All-American Rejects Matchmaker (Special With Asian Girls)

2009-09-07T21:56:00.001+07:00

Fuck Damn Baggy Black Trousers!

2009-09-07T21:18:00.000+07:00

ok I hate that baggy black trousers that my mom bought to me.

it's better for her to give them to another damn chubby curvy person somewhere out there, yea maybe he/she needs trousers cause his/her are torn already !

hey mom dont blame these all to me cause you know, that you're the person that knowest everything about me huh, i'm a skinny girl, not a fucking curvy fat girl!
so it's so much better to gimme another trousers that fit for me prefectly,

cause i've had imagine like what the reaction of people out there, if i'm hangin around with that trousers.
people would (and should) think that i'm a totally freaky.

so dont blame it for me if i dont wanna wear them,
and dont buy me another trousers that you'll pick the biggest number of their stocks!

The Most Beautiful Compliment That I Ever Had

2009-09-07T19:13:00.000+07:00

when i was on 8 grade, i and my family were having a great road trip to Malang.
And when we were stop on a mosque on East Java, I dont remember the exact location, for an afternoon pray.

When i've got clean myself up, or people called it wudhu,
my grandpa was said this to me.

"Who says that you have a brown skin? Look, you have white skin. Take a look on the mirror, your face is so sparkling after taking a wudhu."

I just smiled, what a most beautiful compliment that i ever had.

J'ai obtenu le meilleur grand-père :))

The Same Guy

2009-09-07T19:02:00.000+07:00

I walked on my neighborhood, on the way to my course.There's a guy, seems same age with me, walked away from an opposite direction from me.He's average, not so cute. And his outfit was just so ordinary though.Not interested at all HAHAI ask him in my heart, "dont turn right, dont turn right."but he turned right.and i ask in my mind again, "dont turn right again oh please"luckily he wasn't. fiuuuhWhen i got an angkot, I just sit on it.and i saw him waiting for it too, stopped it, and came into a same angkot with me.that's okay anyway.--when i was on the way home**in front of KSM**that was him, stopped an angkot, and stepped in then sit, on an angkot that same with me.duh

Earl Tweetie

2009-09-07T12:11:00.000+07:00

I have a new Twitter browser!!he's a tweetdeck, actually, but i gave him a name:Earl Tweetie.Earl is a very noisy boy, he's like could never make no sound on my laptop, well, which is a pretty good sounds too cause everytime he beeping, my another friend just tweeting or i've got a new @puridewayani :)but Earl is sometimes acts naughty too. Sometimes he has a very slow mode loading, or he's inactive 1 or 2 columns. and those naughtiness are just making me freak out and close him, and open him again. like that all along.Earl always making me busy and busier from day to day. He keep telling me that I must reply all those replies, even there are so damn many of them. Even the tweets are just RT, but Earl keep telling me to type and type and type and type for making more twitfam worldwide :))But I'm so glad to read and reply them.Really.And thank Earl, my 300 followers are back, and now I've got a normal twitterer life again: get unless 10 followers every single day. This second I've got 326 followers, which I didn't expect before (well, after that spammers cleaning by Twitter itself). And most of my followers tweet to me, it means, we're being good friends each other. And feel reeeeeaaaallly glaaaaaad about that xDooh yeah, dont forget to mention @puridewayani; #FollowFriday me; or tweet me a greeting or whatever that make you keep in touch with me hehe.cause you know?I do love Twitter and my Earl <3

Damn Girl

2009-09-07T11:39:00.000+07:00

Slide 9

If you feel like runnin today
You know I’d understand
You don’t but you long

It’s easier to get away
When on the other hand
You know I’m not much better without you
I’m like your victim and all that you need is an alibi
Its one thing about you
I you don’t wanna make ~~you~~ me cry

[Chorus]
Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole my heart and then you kicked it aside
No ~~girl~~ boy you can’t see
When ~~he’s~~ she's inside you know there’s no room for me

If you can take a chance
Find you that better ~~man~~ girl
A life seize from your quick disease
You’re givin all my lovin away

Slide 10

Tell me to understand
Cuz you know
I’m not much better without you
I'll press your lips and I taste everyone that you’ve had tonight
Its one thing about you
I don’t wanna taste tonight

[Chorus]
Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole me heart and then you kicked it aside
No ~~girl~~ boy you can’t see
When ~~he’s~~ she's inside you know there’s no room for me

[Bridge]
And I used to think that I was all you would need
Nah nah nah
There you go again
Nah nah nah
Oooh you think that you could just push me around
Nah nah nah
Yeah there you go again
You lift me up and then you throw me back down

Slide 11

l[Chorus]
Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole my heart and then you kicked it aside
No ~~girl~~ boy you can’t see
When ~~he’s~~ she's inside you know there’s no room for me

Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole me heart and then you kicked it aside
No ~~girl~~ boy you can’t see
When ~~he’s~~ she's inside you know there’s no room for me
And I used to think that I was all you would need

If you feel like running today you know I’d understand

Was Under Consturction

2009-09-07T11:30:00.000+07:00

After an hour of my blog's under construction (that i told you on my twitter),
i wanna admit that:

*not so easy to change your blog template. it can be damn fuckin hard!
*if you said that your blog is under construction, believe me, that many people visit your blog, just to see what is the damage.
*download stuffs are really important to an internet user, so i wanna tell you that i dont care anymore with that shit!
*for these times, this is my template.